Dear, remember when you are at your worst, God is at his best. So never ever give up on your creator. He loves you. May be you are tired of waiting. But just for once look at him. He is sitting next to you, waiting with you. He wants to do good to you, but for that you have to stop worrying and allow God to take over. When you worry, it is the devil who is at work. He is feeding you with all negative things and enjoys it when you worry. Remember at a time only one person can work on you, either the Holy Spirit or the Evil Spirit. Stop worrying and take life as it comes, the Holy Spirit will handle it for you.
I too used to worry a lot and ruin my life. But now I pray the prayer of Divine Mercy and place all my worries in Jesus hands. I tell Jesus that now it is not my problem but my problems are his headache not mine. Then I stop thinking about it completely trusting in the Lord. And I am surprised that every time I do this God takes over and gives me success. Please do this and you will find Jesus and you forever live in abundance due to his mercy.
The Divine Mercy Prayer -
You expired, O Jesus, but the source of life gushed forth for souls and an ocean of mercy
opened up for the whole world. O Fount of Life, unfathomable Divine Mercy, envelop the whole
world and empty Yourself out upon us. (recite one time)
O Blood and Water, which gushed forth from the Heart of Jesus as a fount of mercy for us, I
trust in You. Amen (recite three times)