Baswal
Faithful Servant
Oh, Holy Spirit, I humbly come to you who is always active and present within my home. It has been over a year since I fell from grace and became unemployed and remain so up to this day. My status has remained that way ever since the coronavirus pandemic.
During these seasons, my ordeal have been facing far more negative events because of my demonic influences, the latest being the recent news of the death of my aunt followed by the attendance of her funeral service.
My health issues, discomfort, and pain from my body still continues with lower back pain and stiffness, thigh pains and left knee joint pain. I still haven't received an invitation from the hospital for a scan to get to the root of the matter and I don't know whether it is an injury that has caused my present symptoms. I'm nowhere 100% recovered despite raising many prayers about it. I don't know when I will fully recover because of demonic influences.
Once again, I ask you to accept my imperfections, step in, get involved and destroy my demonic influences so that I can gain victory and find peace through physical and biblical meditation. I'm still struggling to walk because of my excess weight around my waist which I can't shift. Yet despite all of this you continue to provide and shield us from catching this disease.
I made a choice to protect my family members by going for suitable roles with 100% remote working opportunities while the easing of Covid restrictions were in place for England. Now that both the working from home and social distancing guidance by the UK government have been removed on 19th July. Businesses now must make sure there is a supply of fresh air to indoor spaces where there are people present. This can be natural ventilation through opening windows, doors and vents, mechanical ventilation using fans and ducts, or a combination of both. The other is cleaning more often as part of hygiene.
I really do not know how this sudden change of guidance for both working from home and offices by the UK government will alter my decision and choice regarding hybrid working while the Delta variant of Covid is still present and the only solution offered by the medical scientists seem to be vaccines preventing hospitalisations and death from COVID-19. There are all kinds of side effects. Nothing works! Period! There is no common sense. They are blatantly ignoring the vaccine reports what real damage the vaccines are actually causing in terms of injuries and covid vaccine deaths. But they are still doing it.
Meanwhile, the Delta variant continues to run riot and cannot be stopped by any “god of science” Covid-19 vaccines or any so-called "god of science" Covid-19 booster vaccines made by medical scientists. How many of these can a human body take before a healthy person is either permanently injured with a disability or die as a victim? Only you, the true and natural medical scientist as our only hope, can step in and permanently shut down Covid and its variants as the real solution.
Now my only ray of hope is continually updating my job skills from home while I wait. You know my heart. You already seen my requirements from my personal areas of life goals that I drafted and tidied up. You requested that everyone in my family create their own goals. I have created and updated mine. If you now have any objections to my eleven areas of life with the eighteen goals set within the eleven different life areas, surely you would have commented by now. Every disappointment, every defeat, every detour, every denial is setup for my comeback. Rejection is your redirection. No means "Next Opportunity," You have something better in store, I only need to wait. With your help, I will overcome every obstacle. Your superabundant favour shall find me, surround me, chase me, go before me, and grant me the desires of my heart.
I pray for a swift turnaround, the sudden explosion of miracles and blessings in my career, finances, family, and my future. I pray that this year shall not end without me receiving multiple job offers/contracts in my hands and my name. I believe I will soon return to work and doing what I really enjoy if it is the right job that you want me to have according to your will. But working for who, what or where and doing what sort of job, I still do not have a clue.
I endured this stubborn resistance for nearly 17 weeks 4 days since I was forced by my family members to turn down an offer of employment back on 20th April because it was 60% in the office and 40% remote working. Since then, I have tried to sell the 100% remote working idea making it more palatable by offering to work at the office 2 days per month whether it is 30 days in a month, 31 days in a month or 28 days in a month. It has already become crystal clear to me that 100% remote working is not possible as many prospective employers won’t even consider this idea. Furthermore, they are more likely looking at a couple of days in the office per week benchmark as part of hybrid working which they all seem to want whether they have remote working policies in place or not. As a result, my proposed idea dried up and withered on the vine without any fruit. Complete failure has been the ultimate outcome as expected.
Now, I wait in complete silence for the breakdown of that stubborn spirit of mind set resistance among head-hunters, recruiters, hiring managers and decision makers of direct employers to be smashed into many pieces and crushed into dust before any breakthrough can be made. You said in Jeremiah 32:27 "I am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is anything too hard for me?"
There is only one endgame left for me. Make or break. Summer is soon drawing to a close. Will my unemployment drought finally end before this autumn with an offer of employment after one virtual interview or a couple of virtual interviews? Will that mark the beginning of my turnaround from battle defeats and gain battle victories at last? Will that turnaround finally mark the beginning of my comeback? Only you really know that answer.
There are only two choices left; for me is to progress now with my areas of life goals with their strategies by adding them to my calendar so progress can finally begin to move forward or to slide ever backward without your guidance leading to my own downfall yet again. Whether getting a job offer for this area of my life be achieved largely depend on your mighty power as you do things in a weird way that I do not yet understand.
You are a never changing God. Only you can turn my unemployment situation completely upside down in the most unexpected, astonishing, and inexplicable way within the spirit realm now. Only you can break the dam
of unemployment with your hammer so that the waters of opportunity start to flow more regularly. I am tired of having to make any further concessions with any specialist recruiters regarding Covid-19.
I can offer no solutions nor will I make any more concessions and compromises regarding the office environment or outdoor site visits with in-person meetings. I have faced obstacles and resistance over 17 weeks 4 days and I continue to face the same obstacles and resistance every day with virtually no hope in sight. You may be on the move spiritually but nothing has changed regarding my obstacles. They remain the same.
Once again, I place my prayer at your feet asking that your plan is put into action to find a way even if the challenge is difficult but not insurmountable to break the hardened attitudes towards insistence on hybrid working by working 2 days a week at the office or even working every day at the office due whether it is 4-5 minutes drive from home or 20 miles away by all local prospective employers whether they are hiring managers, head hunters or recruiters or decision makers because of my personal choice of working remotely other than hybrid working set by them due to Covid-19 and it’s variants to enable an achievable breakthrough by my select group of specialist recruiters representing me with their clients.
There is nothing more I can do on my part. It's up to you now to decide what next to do with me. My ordeal has gone on far too long and for long enough. Another year of daily struggle. So I leave everything to you to find a way. In the righteous name of Yahushua. Amen.
During these seasons, my ordeal have been facing far more negative events because of my demonic influences, the latest being the recent news of the death of my aunt followed by the attendance of her funeral service.
My health issues, discomfort, and pain from my body still continues with lower back pain and stiffness, thigh pains and left knee joint pain. I still haven't received an invitation from the hospital for a scan to get to the root of the matter and I don't know whether it is an injury that has caused my present symptoms. I'm nowhere 100% recovered despite raising many prayers about it. I don't know when I will fully recover because of demonic influences.
Once again, I ask you to accept my imperfections, step in, get involved and destroy my demonic influences so that I can gain victory and find peace through physical and biblical meditation. I'm still struggling to walk because of my excess weight around my waist which I can't shift. Yet despite all of this you continue to provide and shield us from catching this disease.
I made a choice to protect my family members by going for suitable roles with 100% remote working opportunities while the easing of Covid restrictions were in place for England. Now that both the working from home and social distancing guidance by the UK government have been removed on 19th July. Businesses now must make sure there is a supply of fresh air to indoor spaces where there are people present. This can be natural ventilation through opening windows, doors and vents, mechanical ventilation using fans and ducts, or a combination of both. The other is cleaning more often as part of hygiene.
I really do not know how this sudden change of guidance for both working from home and offices by the UK government will alter my decision and choice regarding hybrid working while the Delta variant of Covid is still present and the only solution offered by the medical scientists seem to be vaccines preventing hospitalisations and death from COVID-19. There are all kinds of side effects. Nothing works! Period! There is no common sense. They are blatantly ignoring the vaccine reports what real damage the vaccines are actually causing in terms of injuries and covid vaccine deaths. But they are still doing it.
Meanwhile, the Delta variant continues to run riot and cannot be stopped by any “god of science” Covid-19 vaccines or any so-called "god of science" Covid-19 booster vaccines made by medical scientists. How many of these can a human body take before a healthy person is either permanently injured with a disability or die as a victim? Only you, the true and natural medical scientist as our only hope, can step in and permanently shut down Covid and its variants as the real solution.
Now my only ray of hope is continually updating my job skills from home while I wait. You know my heart. You already seen my requirements from my personal areas of life goals that I drafted and tidied up. You requested that everyone in my family create their own goals. I have created and updated mine. If you now have any objections to my eleven areas of life with the eighteen goals set within the eleven different life areas, surely you would have commented by now. Every disappointment, every defeat, every detour, every denial is setup for my comeback. Rejection is your redirection. No means "Next Opportunity," You have something better in store, I only need to wait. With your help, I will overcome every obstacle. Your superabundant favour shall find me, surround me, chase me, go before me, and grant me the desires of my heart.
I pray for a swift turnaround, the sudden explosion of miracles and blessings in my career, finances, family, and my future. I pray that this year shall not end without me receiving multiple job offers/contracts in my hands and my name. I believe I will soon return to work and doing what I really enjoy if it is the right job that you want me to have according to your will. But working for who, what or where and doing what sort of job, I still do not have a clue.
I endured this stubborn resistance for nearly 17 weeks 4 days since I was forced by my family members to turn down an offer of employment back on 20th April because it was 60% in the office and 40% remote working. Since then, I have tried to sell the 100% remote working idea making it more palatable by offering to work at the office 2 days per month whether it is 30 days in a month, 31 days in a month or 28 days in a month. It has already become crystal clear to me that 100% remote working is not possible as many prospective employers won’t even consider this idea. Furthermore, they are more likely looking at a couple of days in the office per week benchmark as part of hybrid working which they all seem to want whether they have remote working policies in place or not. As a result, my proposed idea dried up and withered on the vine without any fruit. Complete failure has been the ultimate outcome as expected.
Now, I wait in complete silence for the breakdown of that stubborn spirit of mind set resistance among head-hunters, recruiters, hiring managers and decision makers of direct employers to be smashed into many pieces and crushed into dust before any breakthrough can be made. You said in Jeremiah 32:27 "I am the Lord, the God of all mankind. Is anything too hard for me?"
There is only one endgame left for me. Make or break. Summer is soon drawing to a close. Will my unemployment drought finally end before this autumn with an offer of employment after one virtual interview or a couple of virtual interviews? Will that mark the beginning of my turnaround from battle defeats and gain battle victories at last? Will that turnaround finally mark the beginning of my comeback? Only you really know that answer.
There are only two choices left; for me is to progress now with my areas of life goals with their strategies by adding them to my calendar so progress can finally begin to move forward or to slide ever backward without your guidance leading to my own downfall yet again. Whether getting a job offer for this area of my life be achieved largely depend on your mighty power as you do things in a weird way that I do not yet understand.
You are a never changing God. Only you can turn my unemployment situation completely upside down in the most unexpected, astonishing, and inexplicable way within the spirit realm now. Only you can break the dam
of unemployment with your hammer so that the waters of opportunity start to flow more regularly. I am tired of having to make any further concessions with any specialist recruiters regarding Covid-19.
I can offer no solutions nor will I make any more concessions and compromises regarding the office environment or outdoor site visits with in-person meetings. I have faced obstacles and resistance over 17 weeks 4 days and I continue to face the same obstacles and resistance every day with virtually no hope in sight. You may be on the move spiritually but nothing has changed regarding my obstacles. They remain the same.
Once again, I place my prayer at your feet asking that your plan is put into action to find a way even if the challenge is difficult but not insurmountable to break the hardened attitudes towards insistence on hybrid working by working 2 days a week at the office or even working every day at the office due whether it is 4-5 minutes drive from home or 20 miles away by all local prospective employers whether they are hiring managers, head hunters or recruiters or decision makers because of my personal choice of working remotely other than hybrid working set by them due to Covid-19 and it’s variants to enable an achievable breakthrough by my select group of specialist recruiters representing me with their clients.
There is nothing more I can do on my part. It's up to you now to decide what next to do with me. My ordeal has gone on far too long and for long enough. Another year of daily struggle. So I leave everything to you to find a way. In the righteous name of Yahushua. Amen.
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