Oh Abba Father, I have really tried ...

[Baswal]

Something has got to crack and breakthrough. It can't go on like this, day after day, week after week, month after month still stuck in the spiritual desert.

I don’t know why there are so many roadblocks being placed in my path particularly when I'm trying to be pragmatic with recruitment consultants, but one thing I do know for sure, something GREAT, HUGE, AMAZING, SOMETHING WAY BIGGER THAN ME has to come out of this, because I’m not going through all this spiritual desert for nothing! This is so crazy.......

 

[Baswal]

I don’t know why so many roadblocks have been placed in my path particularly when I'm trying to be pragmatic with recruitment consultants but one thing I do know for sure, something GREAT, HUGE, AMAZING, SOMETHING WAY BIGGER THAN ME has to come out of this. I can't continue wandering aimlessly hour after hour, day after day, week after week, month after month through this desert for nothing! This aimless walking has got to stop! I can't believe that Abba Father have placed me in this desert to just watch me suffer alone while I try to renew my mind by eating baby spiritual food.

I cry out to God Most High, to God who will fulfill his purpose for me.
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭57:2‬

I still await his divine purpose to be fulfilled. After all, he sees everything. I want to end my trials, tribulation and suffering and come out of the desert.
Abba Father and I think different things which are not in alignment. So I continue to wait and see how things play out.

It is much easier for Abba Father to teach a child rather than a grown man.

 

[Baswal]

I cry out to God Most High, to God who will fulfill his purpose for me.
‭‭Psalms‬ ‭57:2‬

I still await his divine purpose to be fulfilled. After all, he sees everything. I want to end my trials, tribulation and suffering and come out of the desert.
Abba Father and I think different things which are not in alignment. So I continue to wait and see how things play out.

It is much easier for Abba Father to teach a child rather than a grown man.

Once Abba Father decide to stop being a big old meanie that he is within the unseen spiritual world and we all do our spiritual work we may once again see spiritual and physical progress.

It takes two to tango.

 

[Naveen Prashanth]

Oh Abba Father, I have really tried to be proactive with the recruitment consultants today and yesterday by asking valid questions such as: Does this role allow for company car/ car allowance? Is the office completely 100% Covid-Secure with strict social distancing measures and face mask wearing similar to GP surgeries? Has the office been Covid risk assessed by Health and Safety Executive? Is there regular rapid Covid testing before before entry into the office even for 1 day or 2 days per month? Can meetings raised by your client be done over Zoom or Microsoft Teams on a laptop from home to avoid having to commute for 1 day per week or fortunately just for face-to-face meetings unless it is absolutely necessary? I have done all these things and raised these questions but my wife is the main obstacle, the main blockage. She is still asking questions such as: Why do I need a vehicle if the role is home-based? Why do I need to go commute to go to a Covid-Secure office? The people (my potential work colleagues) that I meet in the office are virtual strangers and you don't know if they have picked up the virus from someone else, somewhere. She is not convinced. She is worried that I cannot do hand-washing whilst away and that I may catch the virus and bring it home to her and her daughters. She has threatened to leave the house and go somewhere to protect herself if I return home from the office. That is why she won't even allow me to have virtual interviews to avoid having face-to-face interviews. She is absolutely petrified. That is the level of her paranoia. What more can I do? What more has been left out? Please speak to my wife when she falls asleep and get some real sense put into her head. For she is too fearful and stubborn for a woman who only reads what's information is important to her and block the rest or refuses to listen to reason from anyone. I lay this prayer now at your feet in the name of your son, Yahshua. I can do no more. Amen!

Amen

 

[Baswal]

Amen

He’s not ignorant of all the ways we’ve sinned against him. He knows everything we’ve ever done and is able to stomach it. His knowledge of who we really are will never hinder his love for us. He’s even aware of the evil behind our righteous deeds. The intimacy by which the Lord knows us but is able to lovingly embrace us as his children is supernatural. God’s grace is mind-blowing.

 

[Brother in Christ (JC)]

Baswal I'm praying with you and for your family. May the Lord guide everyone involved. I'm praying that the Lord will bless your family with a breakthrough, in Jesus precious name amen.

 

[Baswal]

### I'm praying with you and for your family. May the Lord guide everyone involved. I'm praying that the Lord will bless your family with a breakthrough, in Jesus precious name amen.

• All about God’s mercy, in the context of us not having done right - how He’s come to save us
• Mercy - compassion or forgiveness shown towards someone whom it is in one’s power to punish or harm

 

[Baswal]

• All about God’s mercy, in the context of us not having done right - how He’s come to save us
• Mercy - compassion or forgiveness shown towards someone whom it is in one’s power to punish or harm

• He can’t disregard sin - so He’s saving us from Himself. We all fall short of the glory of God. He is holy, just, righteous
• Big contrast between what we are like and what God is like - we're foolish, envious and enslaved, hating. He shows kindness and love.
• We are all infected and impure with sin. When we display our righteous deeds, they are nothing but filthy rags. Like autumn leaves, we wither and fall, and our sins sweep us away like the wind. - Isaiah 64:6
• Nevertheless, when we, his sinful and rebellious prodigal children, spit in his face, wallow in our sin, and grieve his Spirit, he calls us to repentance with open and loving arms saying, “Come home, child.”
• All of us, like sheep, have strayed away. We have left God’s paths to follow our own. Yet the Lord laid on him the sins of us all.”
  ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭53:6‬

And so I continue to wait for his deliverance in spite of everything that has gone wrong with God's full knowledge of past and present events.

 

[Baswal]

• He can’t disregard sin - so He’s saving us from Himself. We all fall short of the glory of God. He is holy, just, righteous
• Big contrast between what we are like and what God is like - we're foolish, envious and enslaved, hating. He shows kindness and love.
• We are all infected and impure with sin. When we display our righteous deeds, they are nothing but filthy rags. Like autumn leaves, we wither and fall, and our sins sweep us away like the wind. - Isaiah 64:6
• Nevertheless, when we, his sinful and rebellious prodigal children, spit in his face, wallow in our sin, and grieve his Spirit, he calls us to repentance with open and loving arms saying, “Come home, child.”
• All of us, like sheep, have strayed away. We have left God’s paths to follow our own. Yet the Lord laid on him the sins of us all.”
  ‭‭Isaiah‬ ‭53:6‬

And so I continue to wait for his deliverance in spite of everything that has gone wrong with God's full knowledge of past and present events.

Let's God's will be done without any further delay to whatever things will play out. If, and when, they do play out after an extended time delay for whatever reason.

 

[Baswal]

Let's God's will be done without any further delay to whatever things will play out. If, and when, they do play out after an extended time delay for whatever reason.

God will finally come at the very last minute when everything appears to be completely lost. When he sees and knows I have now reached the point of no return.