Nothing left been rejected to many times sorry take care

[Anonymous]

Life into existence 100 Fold I have been been rejected to many times and cheated on to many times the guys didnt chose me from my past it’s just a game that has been used to many times now im sorry my work with the Lord God Almighty is worthless and the dogs bark abusive if I even just walk down the street now it is over the evil haterszz had heart control to long im to old now I don’t feel the same been to long now.. Life in im done being put down even with dogs im to scared of dogs now they have been turned backwards to long towards me as of matter of fact idk y im still alive the Lord God Almighty work and I didn’t succeed in being happy with one man not one dog with me greatly it is always f mom kill mom steal from mom destroy mom abuse Mom SHES old now useless worthless to the point wear piss and crap on mom no one nothing for mom. I don’t have my attraction anymore nothing but wrinkles poor alone no one stays greatly not even friends stay men dogs made to not stay hate me. I have been greatly put down so much im just a door mat or a lab rat or some stupid bimbo just use mom SHES a dumb light I think greatly it is over time is up im sure the Lord God Almighty wants me free of this abuse I definitely have given up. It was supposed to be me that was important and God Almighty not the men they don’t know the Lord God Almighty the way I do however Satan and his shite crew made it there life sport for fun kicks laughs to mimic me make look dumb just use her to destroy all of my Lifework be jealous that im chosen im sorry but there’s no hope now this truth needs to known. I have been ripped into pieces greatly that im not worth nothing no one with great rejection denied only on my life hate towards me from most of the World I think now especially in men love and dogs as pets.. Now time is up I have accepted the guys dont have time for me nor do they care to and dogs have been turned backwards now to see me as a idk what it’s not true but they are mean like the men hate me abuse me try to kill me so much they either don’t look at me stare at someone else it’s a total put down and dogs from houses literally bark at me if I just walk by it’s crazy I don’t want a big dog or a small dog after yesterday im way to scared of men and dogs now. I was greatly to abused about it on purpose at my job not once but twice yesterdawith little dogs that they can’t ever be my baby or held or carried by me it’s was so cruel mean I deserve a turtle not a dog now.. I have no heart for these men from my past now and I did my part at my current job it’s not for me and God Almighty to be abused more greatly. I don’t have no one as it is in my life I have made the decision as of yesterday the damage was done yesterday beyond belief so much that once again some Mexican younger then me is how they always put it in my path ground I think or demon or evil creatures or broad or a man was put in my crown for me to be killed fall down greatly I think thats y I was-put down on again. There is no point in trying with certain men from my past they r to far gone backwards now they enjoy hurting me thats it towards me to long time is up now. There is no reason to get a Big dog or a small dog they have been put backwards towards me to long it’s in the physical. Now for my mom my 3 offsprings they have been put backwards to long now as well that they need a normal healing if any can be done.I will not be pushing for family time anymore as the World just wants to keep my work as it isn’t worth it I think anymore. Yesterday I was put in excruciating pain to be used abused again now with animals even im so scared of dogs now let my own family face the music with me God Almighty and the Universe chose me to b great the hatersz won’t stop ever until everything is destroyed that is in the God design im sorry im not gonna continue to fight for men that greatly use me to screw someone something else it’s not in Gods will nor the Universe will im sorry I have been ripped apart to many times I don’t want to know the certain men from my past it’s to cruel mean now abusive beyond now. Im sorry I couldn’t make normal make it I tried the World is to evil hateful now im sorry k..it is overrrrr the time ripping me apart ended i dont want to try to be ripped into pieces anymore. I have nothing left to give im sorry take care for those who have false hope it’s not burden to try with certain men dogs the evil takers made me look like a fool to long now not worth it im out with the blood of Jesus

 

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We hear your deep pain and exhaustion and we are lifting you up together before the Lord God Almighty in the name of Jesus Christ. You have been carrying so much hurt from rejection and betrayal and feeling cheated on and put down over and over, and feeling alone and afraid even to walk down the street, and feeling mocked and worthless and aged and unwanted. We want you to know that none of what the enemy has whispered to you about being worthless or useless or a door mat is true before God. We rebuke those lies in Jesus name.

You said your work with the Lord God Almighty is worthless and that time is up and that you have nothing left to give and you do not know why you are still alive and that you have given up. We gently but firmly correct that in love because your life is not worthless to God and your work for Him is not worthless. The enemy is the father of lies and he wants you to believe you are finished and forgotten. God says you are fearfully and wonderfully made and precious in His sight. Psalm 139:14 says we are fearfully and wonderfully made. Psalm 34:18 says Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit. Isaiah 41:10 says Don’t you be afraid, for I am with you. Don’t be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness. 1 Peter 5:7 says casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you. You are not abandoned even when men and even family have rejected you. Jeremiah 29:11 says For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future.

We also hear how much the rejection from men in your past has wounded you. To be cheated on and not chosen is a deep wound. We want to speak biblical truth over relationships with you. God created marriage to be a lifelong covenant between one man and one woman and He desires courtship that honors Him and leads to marriage with a fellow believer in Christ, not a cycle of being used and rejected. When sex or intimacy happens outside of that marriage covenant it is fornication and it always brings deep hurt, and when people live outside His design they act selfishly and cause great pain. The way those men treated you was sinful and wrong and it does not define your worth. Your worth is not in whether those men chose you or in your outward attraction or in having no wrinkles. Your worth is in being a daughter of God, loved and chosen by Him. Psalm 147:3 says He heals the broken in heart, and binds up their wounds. We pray God will heal that brokenness and if it is His will in time He can bring a godly husband who will love you as Christ loves the church, but even now you are fully loved and seen by God apart from any man.

You mentioned dogs barking and being turned backwards toward you and feeling scared and that people and even animals hate you and want to harm you. We pray for your peace and for protection from fear. Much of this sounds like the enemy has magnified fear and paranoia to make you feel hunted everywhere, even at work. 2 Timothy 1:7 says For God didn’t give us a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and self-control. We rebuke the spirit of fear and the lies that everyone and everything hates you. Not every bark or look from a person or animal is about you, though we understand when you have been so hurt it can feel that way. We pray God will calm your heart and give you discernment and safety and rest.

You also spoke of being a mom and feeling that your children and family have been turned against you and that you have been told to be destroyed and abused and that no one stays. That is heartbreaking. We pray for healing for you and for your three children and for your relationship with your mother. God is able to restore what has been broken. Joel 2:25 says I will restore to you the years that the swarming locust has eaten. We pray that restoration over your family in His timing and that you will not have to keep pushing alone but that God will work in their hearts.

You spoke of the universe and the Lord God Almighty choosing you. We gently correct that our hope is not in the universe but in the living God alone. The universe is His creation, it has no will of its own. It is God who chooses and saves through Jesus Christ. You ended with the blood of Jesus and we cling to that with you, for it is only through the name of Jesus that we have access to God and salvation. You mentioned the Lord God Almighty many times and we are thankful for that, and we want to make sure you know the way to Him is through His Son. John 14:6 says Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me. Acts 4:12 says There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved. Romans 10:9 says that if you will confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved. If you have trusted in Jesus we rejoice with you, and if you have not yet fully surrendered to Him we urge you to call on Him now for forgiveness and life.

We pray together for you now.

Father in heaven, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ and we lift up this precious dear one to You. Lord You see every tear and every wound from rejection and betrayal and every moment she has felt like a lab rat or a door mat or worthless. We rebuke those lies and we declare Your truth over her that she is Your beloved daughter, chosen and precious and not forgotten. Lord heal her broken heart and bind up her wounds. Take away the spirit of heaviness and fear and give her the garment of praise. Isaiah 61:3. Remove the fear of men and of dogs and of walking down the street and surround her with Your perfect love which casts out fear. 1 John 4:18. Show her that her life is not over and that time is not up while You still have breath in her lungs and purpose for her. Give her hope for a future. Help her to cast all her cares on You because You care for her. Provide for her needs, for her loneliness, for her finances, for her family. Restore relationship with her children as You will. Bring godly Christian community around her so she is not alone and no longer feels that no friends stay. Protect her at her workplace and at home and as she walks. Let her know Your presence is near to the brokenhearted. And Lord if she is in danger of harming herself we ask You to send immediate help, a trusted pastor or counselor or family member or medical help to come alongside her and keep her safe. Let her call out to someone today and not stay isolated. We claim the power of the blood of Jesus over her life, over her mind, over her heart, over her family. Let Satan and his crew have no control any longer. We ask all this in the name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior, amen.

Please do not stay alone with these thoughts. You are not a burden and you are not worthless. Even when you feel you have nothing left, God has not left you. Please reach out today to a trusted pastor, a biblical counselor, a family member, or a crisis help line in your area if you feel you might harm yourself or if you feel unsafe. If you have a local church, please call them today and tell them you need prayer and someone to sit with you. We are praying that God will put safe people in your path who will stay and who will love you with His love. Romans 8:38-39 says For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Nothing can separate you from His love. We are continuing to pray for you to feel that love and to find rest and healing in Jesus.

 

[usha rani]

Praying in Jesus Name.

 

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We hear how heavy and painful this has been. Being rejected and cheated on, feeling used and put down at work and even when walking down the street, feeling alone without friends or family close by, and feeling scared around dogs has left you feeling worn out, older than your years, and wondering about your worth. It makes sense you feel exhausted and without hope after carrying so much for so long. You matter to God and you matter to us.

When thoughts of not wanting to stay alive feel strong, please reach out right away to someone nearby you trust, and alongside prayer consider talking soon with a doctor, counselor or pastor in person. You do not have to sort through all of this alone. If you can, let one person know today how you are really doing and where you are.

Jesus, we lift this person to You. You see her hurt, her loneliness and her fear. Wrap her in Your care and bring steady, kind people around her today. Give her safety, rest and a sense of Your nearness, and guide her to help that stays with her. In Jesus name we pray, amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

Your heavy and sorrowful words have been heard, and we have carried them before the Lord with much tenderness and prayer. You speak as one who feels utterly rejected, cheated, mocked, and worn down, as if you have become a door mat for others to trample, as if even the dogs turn against you, as if age and wrinkles have stolen your worth, and as if no man, no friend, not even your own household remains with you. Hear then a word of consolation, for the Gospel meets you just where you are.

Our Lord Jesus Christ knows what it is to be rejected and bound and forsaken. He was Christ in bonds, the King in chains, led to the court of Caiaphas, and He was left alone when all forsook Him and fled. In Gethsemane He surrendered Himself as a lamb, quiet in awful love, bearing an agony you and I can scarcely conceive. Yet even in that thick darkness He said, The Father is with Me. Though man rejected Him, the Father did not leave Him, for it pleased the Lord to bruise Him and to put Him to grief for our sake. If you feel that no one stays, remember that Christ alone was tempted in all points like as we are, though without sin, and He understands loneliness to its depths. No believer traverses all the road to Heaven in company, but the Christian in his loneliness is never truly alone, for the Father is with him, and Christ Himself draws near to the desolate.

You write that you are old, worthless, poor and alone, that your attraction is gone and nothing is left. Dear soul, your worth before God was never measured by youth or beauty, or by whether men chose you, or by whether dogs bark or are gentle toward you. The Scripture says, In me, that is in my flesh, dwells no good thing, and yet it also says that every child of God is perfect in Christ Jesus. Though Satan assaults you and distresses afflict you, though you feel your frailties and wrinkles and failures, you are perfect in Christ if you are in Him. Your life is not dependent on yourself, nor on the choice of any man, but is safe in your Lord. As it is written, I am crucified with Christ, nevertheless I live, yet not I, but Christ liveth in me. Christ is our life, and He is the surety under bonds and pledges to bring His redeemed safely home. In His favour is life.

You fear dogs and men and feel hated on every side, and you speak of being ripped into pieces and put down beyond bearing. Christ was set forth to be a propitiation through faith in His blood. God the Father has set Him forth, and we ought to accept Christ as being an all sufficient propitiation. Salvation is in Christ, wholly in Christ, in Christ alone, and the moment any of you trust Him genuinely to be your sole and only Savior, you have accepted Gods propitiation, and God has accepted you. The right of a sinner to come to Christ does not lie in the sinner, nor in any feelings which the sinner may have had, it lies in the fact that Christ commands him to come. No man is in a right state to come to Christ till he thinks he is not in a right state to come to Christ. Come then just as you are, weary, wounded, fearful, and cast yourself upon Him. Here you hang in danger, and Christ beneath you says, Drop, and you shall be safe in the arms of Jesus. The very essence of faith lies there, the consciousness of being lost in ourselves and found in Christ, and the leaving of ones soul in Jesus hands.

You long to have been happy with one man, and you mourn that it was not so. Know that God ordained marriage to be a lifelong covenant of one man and one woman, and that love and the union of life belong within that holy bond. We do not ask God to bless what lies outside His good design, for that would not be for your good, but we do ask Him to keep you in holiness, to heal the wounds of unfaithfulness done against you, and if it be His will, to give you in His time that faithful and godly companionship which reflects Christ and His Church. Above all, we ask that you may know Christ in you, the hope of glory. Christ in your house, Christ in your heart, Christ in you, that is the cream of the matter, the honey of the honeycomb. Gold is valuable, but a pound in the pocket is more prized than ingots in the vault. So Christ possessed, Christ experienced, Christ believed in by faith, is worth more than all the choosing or rejecting of men. Let the heavenly sun shine in and let you rejoice in its glory.

Christ has set us free, therefore let us not go back into bondage, or sit still as though we were in prison. Let us rejoice in our liberty this very hour. The blood of Jesus of which you speak is not a word to end with in despair, but a living plea that God has provided. God will look upon that Christ set forth, and honor and bless the Word. You are not useless to Him. One child converted may be worth five hundred others because he may be the means of bringing ten thousand to Christ. It is not the acreage you sow, it is the multiplication which God gives to the Seed which will make up the harvest. Your work with the Lord is not worthless when it is in Christ, even when you cannot see its fruit.

We are praying for you, for your mother and for your three children, that God would bring a normal healing where there has been so much turning away and hurting, and that He would draw you together in peace under His mercy. We pray that fear would be lifted, that the terror you feel when you walk down the street, and the pain inflicted upon you at your work, would be met with the quiet presence of the Shepherd who said, If anyone enters by Me, he shall be saved, and shall go in and out, and find pasture.

Do not remain alone with these dark thoughts. If you feel you have nothing left and that time is up, we urge you to reach at once to a faithful pastor, a trusted Christian friend or family member, or a counselor, and if you are in danger of harming yourself, to seek help without delay from those nearest to you or from a crisis helpline in your area. In the United States you may call or text 988. You are not forgotten, and help is near.

May the Lord lift you out of this prison of despair and set your feet upon the Rock. May you know this day that though men may reject, Christ receives, though dogs may bark, the Shepherd keeps, though you feel poor and wrinkled and alone, you are beloved and perfect in Christ, and your life is hid with Christ in God.

We commend you to Him who loved you and gave Himself for you, praying that you will by simple faith trust the Lord Jesus Christ alone for salvation, find your consolation in His unchanging nature, and know His life and presence dwelling in you by the Holy Spirit, now and all your days.

 

[Jonathan_M]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.