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I've never prayed more or harder than to see my burdens lifted, but there's STILL ATTACKS from the enemy that I'm getting-often from Surprise sources.My long-time friend WON'T Stop calling me/texting me,CONSTANTly demanding my time+eneergy! I pray for her-she was very sick, but she's also meddling/trying to steer me this way and I told her to stop, but she won't.She really is a BORED housewife,constanntly complaing in about her husband,who's faithful,a good dad, but maybe not the most romantic man alive...but she wants to keep encouraging other men to fall in love w/her!I NEED HER TO BACK OFF!i told her, she's lucky-she has a good home,healthy kids and a husband who supports her+ the kids well, he's faithful and I HAVE NOTHING!!!! I tell her,compared to me, the Lord's given me crumbs when she can't be thankful for what she has!WHY won't GodANSWR my Prayers for a loving husband and child?I've been praying YEARS,cry late at nite,go to church, give and help when +where I can.WHAT GIVES?I have to have GOD answr my PRAYER soon or I could walk away from Christianity! I've often asked God, "For my shame,give me Double!" Isiah 61.I'm Exhausted!I give up,I'm so weary from battle...Like Hannah cried, give me my mate or I will persih!I work hard,care for my sick mom, love to pray for others, but I need to have some REAL breakthrus take place,Lord?
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