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nuptial -bound
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I've never prayed more or harder than to see my burdens lifted, but there's STILL ATTACKS from the enemy that I'm getting—often from surprise sources. My long-time friend WON'T stop calling me/texting me, constantly demanding my time and energy! I pray for her—she was very sick, but she's also meddling/trying to steer me this way and I told her to stop, but she won't. She really is a bored housewife, constantly complaining about her husband, who's faithful, a good dad, but maybe not the most romantic man alive... but she wants to keep encouraging other men to fall in love with her! I NEED HER TO BACK OFF! I told her, she's lucky—she has a good home, healthy kids, and a husband who supports her and the kids well, he's faithful and I HAVE NOTHING!!!! I tell her, compared to me, the Lord's given me crumbs when she can't be thankful for what she has! WHY won't God ANSWER my prayers for a loving husband and child? I've been praying YEARS, cry late at night, go to church, give and help when and where I can. WHAT GIVES? I have to have GOD answer my PRAYER soon or I could walk away from Christianity! I've often asked God, "For my shame, give me Double!" Isaiah 61. I'm Exhausted! I give up, I'm so weary from battle... Like Hannah cried, give me my mate or I will perish! I work hard, care for my sick mom, love to pray for others, but I need to have some REAL breakthroughs take place, Lord?
