Anonymous
Beloved of All
I know I may be coming off as selfish, but I am just really mentally disturbed right now. I have been praying for something lately and it seems it is not happening. It's made me really upset, I am very frustrated, and confussed, and was hitting myself earlier because I wanted answers and was not getting any. I feel like my tears have been ignored, and there's just a lot of pain in my heart. I am don't understand why I am so introverted, I cannot make friends, and feel so alone right now. I am starting to think God has cursed me. I am at a loss, and I don't know who to talk too, or what to do. God does not seem to answer so I guess I am on my own. There's nothing I can really do either which makes it all the more frustrating. I have lost my faith in prayer. I've been praying for this for 11 years and nothing has changed. I need help, or support from somewhere. But God's not helping, and I can't do anything so I'm done. I have nothing left. My dreams are broken. I regret my life. And I doubt it will get any better. I quit.


