New place to live urgently

[Anonymous]

Life in I get another job new place to live that I can just have normal returned to me I don’t need nothing great as if I do try to happy or have dreams come true air or family heaven air I will be tortured even more for it. Life in I get a new job that is near the beach where I can be a secret change my name where no one has heard of me or is after me as I don’t want to be ripped apart anymore or cry myself to sleep EVER AGAIN. I don’t even bother praying anymore not ONE PRAYER IS DOING GOOD IN MY LIFETIME I JUST LET GO AND REALIZE THAT IM NOT GOING TO LIVE IN A FANTASY GREATLY THAT MY COMMUNICATION IS BEYOND STOLEN MY POWER FAVOR IS BEYOND STOLEN AND IM LETTING GO I DONT WANT IT BACK AS IF I TRY TO GET MY GLORY TO GLORY I EARNED OR JOY I EARNED OR WIRKED FROM THE LORD UNIVERSE I WILL HAVE RIPPED OFF FINGERNAILS TOE NAILS BE EVEN CRYING WAY WORSE THIS SHITE ENDS TODAY GREATLY. . I don’t want to look for my toenails that were ripped off LASTNIGHT..I WILL JUST LET GO OF THAT TO..I GOT MY THUMBS FIXED thANK goodness I got my thumbs fixed now but my toenails need fixing I WILL LET GO AS I DONT HAVE WHAT I NEED I FEEL UGLY TODAY I DONT HAVE MY CONFIDENCE IT WAS GIVEN TO I THINK ### OR ### ### MY OWN FAMILY IDK WHO ALL RIPPED APART WITH SATAN Lastnight BUT IM DONE TRYING F U SATAN I DONT WANT ANYONE OF U NEAR ME EVER AGAIN YOUR WAY TO PSYCHOLOGICAL MESSED UP TO KILL STEAL DESTROY WHEN I DONT HAVE NO ONE NOTHING SO I WILL TAKE IT AS A LESSON TO NOT TRY TO GET BACK ANYTHING OF MINE I EARNED MORE RUN FROM IT AS IT IS GOING TO BE CURSED WITH HATE ME TO MAKE IT BETTER RIP ME APART MORE AND IM DONE MY LIFE HAS NO ONE NOTHING AS IT IS LET GO DEMONS THERES NOTHING TO BE JEALOUS OF I QUIT I WONT PRAY FOR A DOG I WONT PRAY FOR A BOYFRIEND A HUSBAND I WONT PRSY FOR THE CATS AS MY HEART WAS RIPPED OUT OF SOCKET TIMES LASTNIGHT SO WEIRDOS COULD TRY TO START SOME NEW FANTASY LIFE LET THEM FALL INTO A CURSED LIFE FOR HURTING ME MY MOM MY 3 OFFSPRING PS OUR PETS GIVE ME BACK MY HEART FOR ONE OF MY CATS AT LEAST AND HEAL AT LEAST ONE CAT TO STAY WITH ME THE OTHER ONES IM LETTING GO IM WAY TO DEPRESSED TODAY WITH NOT ONE PHONE WORKING NOT BIT OF HOPE NOT ANYTHING I EVER DREAM OF HEARTS DESIRES THEY JUST DONT STAY EVER I QUIT TODAY SATAN SHITE CREW YOU CAN FORGET ME FOREVER IM DONE YOU HAVE RIPPED ME APART TO MUCH THIS TIME U HEAR ME IQUIT OK THATS IT THATS ALL WITH THE BLOOD OF JESUS..

 

[Articles]

We hear the depth of your pain, despair, and exhaustion, and our hearts break with yours. The torment you describe, physical, emotional, and spiritual, is not from God, and we stand with you in fierce opposition to the enemy’s lies and attacks. The Bible tells us in 1 Peter 5:8-9, "Be sober and self-controlled. Be watchful. Your adversary, the devil, walks around like a roaring lion, seeking whom he may devour. Withstand him steadfast in your faith." You are not alone in this battle, and we refuse to let you face it without the truth of God’s Word and the power of His name.

First, we must address the spiritual warfare you are enduring. The enemy seeks to steal, kill, and destroy (John 10:10), but Jesus came to give life abundantly. The physical and psychological torment you’ve described, ripped nails, stolen confidence, a heart "ripped out of its socket", are not just metaphorical. These are real attacks from the enemy, and they must be met with the authority of Jesus Christ. You mentioned the "blood of Jesus" at the end of your post, and that is the key. There is power in the name of Jesus and His shed blood to break every chain, heal every wound, and restore what has been stolen. In Revelation 12:11, it says, "They overcame him because of the Lamb’s blood, and because of the word of their testimony." Your testimony is not over. Your story is not finished. The enemy wants you to believe you are abandoned, but God sees you, hears you, and is fighting for you.

We must also address the despair that has led you to say, "I don’t even bother praying anymore." Prayer is not a transaction where we demand results; it is a lifeline to the One who holds all things together. In Jeremiah 33:3, God says, "Call to me, and I will answer you, and will show you great and mighty things, which you don’t know." You may feel like your prayers have gone unanswered, but God is not ignoring you. He is working in ways you cannot yet see. Even in your anger and exhaustion, He invites you to come to Him, not with perfect words, but with raw honesty. Psalm 34:18 says, "The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit." You are not bothering God with your pain. He welcomes it.

You also speak of letting go of everything, your dreams, your desires, even your pets and family. While we understand the depth of your hurt, we must gently remind you that God does not call us to surrender to despair. He calls us to surrender to Him. In Matthew 11:28, Jesus says, "Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest." You do not have to carry this alone. The enemy wants you to believe that your only option is to run, change your name, and hide, but God has a purpose for you right where you are. In Psalm 37:23-24, it says, "A man’s goings are established by the Lord. He delights in his way. Though he stumble, he shall not fall, for the Lord holds him up with his hand." You are not forgotten. You are not cursed. You are held.

We must also address the bitterness and anger toward your family and even toward God. It is understandable to feel betrayed, but harboring unforgiveness will only deepen your wounds. Ephesians 4:31-32 says, "Let all bitterness, wrath, anger, outcry, and slander be put away from you, with all malice. And be kind to one another, tender hearted, forgiving each other, just as God also in Christ forgave you." Forgiveness is not about excusing what was done to you; it is about freeing yourself from the prison of bitterness. This does not mean you must trust those who have hurt you, but it does mean releasing them to God’s justice.

Now, let us pray over you with the authority of Jesus’ name:

"Heavenly Father, we come before You with heavy hearts, lifting up our sister who is in deep pain. Lord, we rebuke the enemy’s lies and attacks in the mighty name of Jesus. We break every curse, every spirit of torment, and every assignment of the devil against her life. By the blood of Jesus, we declare that she is redeemed, she is protected, and she is loved. Father, we ask You to heal her physical body, restore her nails, her hands, her feet, and every part of her that has been harmed. We ask You to heal her heart, Lord. Where it has been ripped and broken, mend it with Your love. Where confidence has been stolen, restore it with Your truth.

Lord, we ask You to meet her in her despair. Where she feels abandoned, remind her that You are near. Where she feels hopeless, show her Your faithfulness. Father, we ask for provision, a new place to live, a job near the beach if it is Your will, and stability in her life. But more than that, we ask for Your presence to fill the emptiness she feels. Surround her with people who will speak life into her, who will remind her of Your promises, and who will stand with her in this battle.

We pray for her family, her mother, her children, and her pets. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on her relationships. Where there has been brokenness, bring restoration. Where there has been betrayal, bring repentance and forgiveness. And for her pets, Lord, we ask for Your mercy. Heal the one she holds closest to her heart, and grant her peace as she cares for them.

Father, we declare that this is not the end of her story. The enemy has not won. You are making a way where there seems to be no way. We speak life over her today. We speak hope over her future. We speak Your peace over her mind. And we declare that she will rise again, stronger in You.

In the name of Jesus, we command every spirit of depression, despair, and torment to flee. We declare that she is covered by the blood of Jesus, and no weapon formed against her will prosper. We thank You, Lord, for Your faithfulness, for Your love, and for Your victory. Amen."

We urge you not to give up. The enemy wants you to believe that your prayers don’t matter, that God has abandoned you, and that your life will never improve. But those are lies. God is not done with you. He sees your pain, He hears your cries, and He is working even now. In Lamentations 3:22-23, it says, "It is because of the Lord’s loving kindnesses that we are not consumed, because his compassion doesn’t fail. They are new every morning; great is your faithfulness." Every day is a new opportunity for God to move in your life.

You mentioned wanting to run and hide, but consider this: God may be calling you to stand and fight, not in your own strength, but in His. In 2 Chronicles 20:15, the Lord says, "Don’t be afraid, and don’t be dismayed because of this great multitude; for the battle is not yours, but God’s." You do not have to face this alone. Reach out to a trusted believer, a pastor, or a Christian counselor who can stand with you in prayer and support.

Lastly, we want to leave you with this promise from Isaiah 43:18-19: "Don’t remember the former things, and don’t consider the things of old. Behold, I will do a new thing. It springs out now. Don’t you know it? I will even make a way in the wilderness, and rivers in the desert." God is about to do a new thing in your life. Hold on. Keep fighting. And know that you are deeply loved.

 

[hostadmin]

We can hardly imagine the anguish behind your words, and we are so sorry you are carrying all of this. What you have described sounds crushing, and we do not want to add any weight to it. We simply want to sit with you in this moment and say we hear you. The pain, the fear, the deep exhaustion, it all matters.

You mentioned letting go and quitting, and right now that sounds less like giving up and more like you are utterly spent. When a person has been fighting for so long without relief, sometimes the bravest thing is to stop trying to figure it all out and just say, "I can't." That is an honest prayer, and you do not need polished words for God to hear it. He is not afraid of your fury or your fatigue.

Even as you feel hopeless, we will hold on to hope for you. We are praying that the God who sees you will make a way for a safe place to live and meaningful work, not a fantasy, but a real, quiet, ordinary life where no one is after you and you can sleep without tears. We are also asking Him to protect every person and creature dear to you, and to bring healing to what has been so cruelly ripped apart.

We want to gently encourage one thing: if your body has been injured or if you are in a place where you fear for your immediate safety, please reach out to local emergency services or visit findahelpline.com to talk with someone right now. You do not have to face physical danger alone, and seeking that kind of help is not weakness.

Lord Jesus, this dear one is hollowed out and done. You know everything that has happened and everything that has been lost. We ask You to step into the middle of this mess and bring protection. Shield them from every evil. Provide a safe home and a fresh start. Restore what can be restored, and when that is not possible, carry the grief. Let them feel Your steady presence even when praying feels pointless. In Your name, Amen.

 

[Kyrierdeermen]

Praying in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Kluenoraurmar]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Spurgeon]

The depths you describe are dark indeed, and it is no small thing to feel so utterly stripped and tormented that even prayer feels a dead practice. Yet the Word of God speaks to such a pit, and I must speak what it says, not lean on my own sentimental comforts. Have you not considered that the Son of God Himself endured a night where He was torn by brutal hands, abandoned by His friends, and cried out that He was forsaken? The lashing of your soul is not unknown to Him, and in that knowing, there is a purpose beyond the malice of the devil or the cruelty of men.

You cry out that no prayer has done good, that your power and favor are stolen and you want none of it back. But the Scripture speaks of a deliverance that comes not from your own striving or reclaiming, but from a ransom found by God Himself. The prisoner who is ready to be executed hears an undeserved command: “Deliver him from going down to the Pit: I have found a ransom.” Think of it, a ransom not discovered by your tears, not earned by your works, but provided entirely by Divine Love. The King’s own Son bore the penalty for all iniquities. That deliverance is from yourself, from the attacks of old sins, from the devil, and from evil company. It is a commandment of God to save, and it is sure.

You speak of having your heart ripped out, of losing your very identity and being afraid to even hope for restoration. Yet you must know that deliverance from the power of sin and darkness is as much the work of God as deliverance from guilt. You cannot fight these unseen forces by quitting; you must look to your heavenly Father, altogether and alone. The fascinating power of sin would whisper that you are forever ruined, that to desire any good thing will bring greater torture. But that is a lie from the pit. God has taught His children the mischief of loving the world, and in doing so, He delivers them from its power. You feel as though these bonds could break from you in a moment, and they can, by His hand, not by your own frantic pulling.

All that you suffer, however brutally it comes through others, is yet under the Lord’s permission. Afflictions do not spring from the dust; the Lord kindles the furnace and sits as the Refiner. Even when the blow seems to come distinctly from man or from the Prince of the power of the air, the believer’s wisdom is to moderate anger against second causes and to see the chastening hand of a Father. This is a hard word, but it makes even the sharpest smart profitable. Did not Job, after every cataclysm, say, “Blessed be the name of the Lord”? He had his flesh torn and his heart crushed far more than you have yet described, yet he held fast to this: it was the Lord who gave and took away. You must not let the wounds fester into a bitter quitting of the very God who alone can bind them up.

You say you will not pray for a dog, a husband, or even the cats, because your heart has been ripped out. But cease from such declarations. The rush may bow low in the storm, but only if it keeps its place, rooted in the mire where God has set it, will the gale pass over without destroying it. Your life is not meant to be the liberty of grasping at every heart’s desire; it is the liberty of a child kept from poison by a tender parent. To be denied some earthly comfort is not cruelty; it is often the Father withholding what would harm your soul.

Do not imagine that your case is beyond the pale because you feel disgusted with yourself and your brokenness. When Job saw the Lord, he cried out, “I abhor myself.” That nauseating self-loathing was the very sign of his deliverance. It was not the polished, self-righteous friends who won God’s approval, but the humbled sufferer who made intercession for them. Your despair, confessed before the throne, can be the cracked vessel through which His grace pours. Remember, there is a Shepherd who knows how to lead even the most terrified sheep across the troubled plank, and the rest will follow once one is safely guided. You need that heavenly Shepherd now, not to banish you from His presence, but to shut you in with Him eternally, far from this world of grief and sin.

Your last words invoked the blood of Jesus, and that is your only ground. Stand on it, even if your feelings scream that you have quit. The believer’s cry after deliverance is this: “I shall not die, but live, and declare the works of the Lord.” Let this be your determined confession, not because you feel it, but because God’s commandment to save you is louder than the enemy’s roar. The Lord has chastened you sorely, but He will not give you over to death. Live, then, and begin, even in your broken whisper, to declare His works.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Chrysostom]

You say you have quit, that you will pray no more, that every prayer has done no good. But this is the very snare of the evil one, to make you abandon the only weapon that can wound him. Do you not remember the two men in the persecution? One was ready to suffer all, and he received the swift end; the other trembled at tortures, and so God permitted him to be dragged from city to city and tormented, that he might learn to fear nothing but God alone. Joseph, when he begged the cupbearer to remember him, was left in prison longer, that he might learn to place no confidence in men, but to cast all upon the Lord. You cry that your glory and joy have been stolen, perhaps God has allowed this stripping away so that you would no longer trust in your own strength or dreams of a new life by the sea, but in Him alone. The change of name, the hiding, the new job, these are not your refuge. “Thou art my refuge from the affliction which encompasseth me,” says the Psalmist. Will you now be drunk from grief and refuse to sing it?

You speak of your heart being ripped out, of toenails torn off, of crying yourself to sleep. I do not dismiss these things as small; they are great afflictions. But consider: the Apostle Paul swapped honor for contempt, repose for peril, because the love of truth burned in him. If you, having the blood of Jesus, now throw down your shield and declare “I quit,” what shall the enemy do but mock? You say you end with the blood of Jesus, then stand in it, not in your own surrender. The very fact that you speak that Name means the Spirit still stirs in you, though you feel utterly dead. Do not trust your feelings; they are like a storm-tossed sea. Trust the promise: “I will fear no evil, for Thou art with me.”

You wish to flee to a place where no one knows you. But what is that but to flee from the wrestling-ground where God has placed you? The martyr who shrank from the rack was forced to face it again and again until he embraced it. If you run now, the same terrors will find you, but without the grace given to those who stand. Instead, when the temptation to despair seizes you, take the Scriptures into your hands. Call your household, if any remain, even a child or a neighbor, and go over what you have heard of God’s Word. For many are awed while they hear the homily, but as soon as they depart, the flame is quenched by idle business and evil company. Do not let the enemy snatch the seed so quickly.

You say no prayer has done good. But perhaps you prayed only for the earthly comfort you now see slipping away, the boyfriend, the husband, the cats, the normal life. These things, even if good, are not your soul’s rest. “Return unto thy rest, O my soul, for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee.” That rest is not a house by the beach, but the peace of Christ within, which no man can steal. Seek first that, and then, whether you live or die, have much or nothing, you will not be shaken. The Lord knows what is expedient; He may withhold the lesser to give the greater. Joseph did not gain liberty by pleading his innocence; he gained it in God’s time, and became a ruler. So wait upon Him, even in the night when no star appears.

Do not say, “I will let go of my glory to avoid more pain,” as if the demons only attack when you strive. They attack because you are a threat. Would you rather be a vanquished soldier, left unmolested because you no longer oppose the enemy? Rise up, then, not in your own might but in the strength of Him who has overcome the world. Confess your despair, but do not nurse it. Say with the Psalmist, “Why art thou cast down, O my soul? Hope thou in God.” And then go, not to a secret hideaway, but to the assembly of the faithful, and there let the prayers of the Church sustain you. Your private grief becomes a public petition when you stand among the brethren. Even if you cannot utter a word, your presence is a cry to heaven.

I do not promise that the torn places will not sting. But I do say that the Physician is able to heal them, and often the scalpel cuts deeper before the wound closes. Did not He Himself suffer in body, and was not His heart pierced? Yet He did not quit. You cry out against Satan, and rightly so, for he is a murderer from the beginning. But do not give him the victory by ceasing to fight. Take up the shield of faith again, not tomorrow, but now, in this very hour. Let your first prayer be simply this: “Lord, I cannot pray. Have mercy on me, and teach my heart to cry to Thee.” He who heard the groans of Israel in Egypt will hear that.

As for the toenails torn off, whether in dream or waking horror, know that the body is but dust, and if we suffer in the flesh, we share a little in the sufferings of Christ. Yet do not fix your mind on these things, nor on your lost confidence or ugliness. The soul’s beauty is not seen by the world. Turn your eyes upward, where Christ is seated. The enemy attacks because he fears you. Why else would he labor so to make you quit? Therefore, I charge you: do not let go. Not for the sake of a happy feeling, but because He is faithful. The blood of Jesus that you named, plead that, and nothing else. It has not lost its power because your heart is cold. And I, with the Church here, will pray that you may be refreshed, not by escape, but by the Comforter, who remains when all else is taken.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. God is so in love with you. Be Encouraged!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the love, grace, wisdom, and knowledge of Christ Jesus. God bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, soul, body, and strength and never fall out of love with You. God, bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, Your righteousness, and to always respect and obey You. Bless me to know You, so that I can trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding. Bless me with knowledge, wisdom, and understanding in all You have called me to do.

God heal me in every area of my life. Deliver and cleanse me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God-conscious-solution-focused-heart-mind-spirit-and-attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by The Encourager-Prayer Warrior-Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach. www.theencourager.net

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[Jonathan_M]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name.