Kruyrourside
Prayer Partner
Life in I get my name changed, move out of the new room as soon as I can. Life in the new room is a safe place until I can find my own home. Life in I get a back-up plan for my 2 cats to stay in case I can’t take them where I have to go to get established to start over. Depending on how long it takes me to get my own home or normal again, I don’t focus on the situation of the World being so evil towards me. Life in I just look at the positive and forget about my past men that didn’t make it to me; they don’t need to feel responsible for me anymore. Life in I get a new human, someone who is single, and I get through the court system fast, urgently, even since my life has been completely a waste of time for me. God Almighty, let the movements that are left, if any energy comes back to me, and the men and their world that needs or thinks they are in love with my energy be bound up and just forget me completely. Life in I get to find my happiness again, someone who is a good thing, someone who likes green. How about someone completely new since the men from my past are nowhere to be found in my lifetime ever. Life in any power or Grace of mine that isn’t blessing me somehow is paused or sent back to me so I can go do my own thing with a new name; it is definitely time I leave the World. I am thinking the negative is going too far and it just doesn’t stop no matter what I do. Life in my career air is given back to me as well and wedding air. Life as for my wedding air, let it be just paused; there is no Husband, no Boaz. I prayed all these years because I was dumb; I didn’t realize that everyone was just listening, waiting to steal, kill, or dead in my energy. Since I don’t know what is left greatly in my own normal energy. Life in I just go on with my normal of what I have left and have no heart, no favor for the World that keeps coming against my every move; it has been ridiculous. Life in I get to move to Canada or somewhere no one knows me and I can be myself without offending anymore just because I’m myself. Life in I get out of the new room with a new beginning of no more being treated like a child, oh, you get in trouble or get to jail because I definitely defended The Lord’s honor. Life in I just give up; it is high time to let go of any dreams from my past; they’re long gone. Life in I get to move and I pick a name that no one will realize it’s me and that I let go of all people from my past that they don’t even focus on my Facebook that no one is focused on Instagram or any social media to follow me or mock me. Life in I get peace; no one references me in anymore situations or drives by; nothing. I just don’t try to get the family back together. Life in because it has been way too hard for me, the people from my past get way too busy in their own lives; they just forget me, even my own family that has stolen my energy. Life in they get their own energy to use and find their own way, specifically my bloodline; they cannot keep my energy anymore in secret; I have nothing of theirs to keep. Because there is only division and put me down in some way every way to steal from me. Life in I get a new way of living, a new routine, and the Lou’s annoying demons now forget me, go back to where they belong, not with me; my life isn’t hell no more demons on me, no more dogs barking near me, especially from neighbors. Life in I don’t ever shake or cry anymore; I just move out as soon as I can from the new room. Life in I completely don’t care that everyone is always using me for anything they can get in the World. Life in because I have only been blocked, I just realize it is high time to find a new home, a new place where there isn’t any roommates secretly complaining or completely looking for ways to sabotage me ever again. Life in I get to meet someone who can make me happy, find my happiness; positive energy can flow in my life with the blood of Jesus, God’s will, Grace.
