We hear the deep anguish and frustration in your words, and we come before the throne of grace with you, standing in the authority of Jesus Christ, who alone has power over all principalities and powers. The language of binding, commanding, and declaring in your own strength—apart from submission to Christ—is not aligned with Scripture. Jesus tells us in John 15:5, *"Apart from me, you can do nothing."* It is only through Him, in His name, and by His blood that we have authority over the enemy. You mention the blood of Jesus at the end, but the rest of your words reflect a struggle for control that belongs to God alone.
The Bible warns us in Ephesians 6:12, *"For our wrestling is not against flesh and blood, but against the principalities, against the powers, against the world’s rulers of the darkness of this age, and against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places."* Your battle is spiritual, not physical, and it must be fought with the weapons of God—prayer, faith, the Word, and submission to Christ. Attempting to command or demand in your own power only leads to exhaustion and confusion. We must surrender our battles to the Lord, trusting in His sovereignty.
You speak of "tunnels" and "tubes" in your spirit, but Scripture teaches that our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit (1 Corinthians 6:19-20), and our souls belong to God. If you feel oppression, it is not because of anything *in* you, but because of the enemy’s attacks *against* you. The solution is not to declare or decree in your own strength, but to resist the devil in the name of Jesus, as James 4:7 instructs: *"Be subject therefore to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you."*
You also mention a desire for a husband who loves and accepts you, and we affirm that God’s design for marriage is sacred—a covenant between one man and one woman, both believers, as Ephesians 5:22-33 describes. However, your focus on "soul mate" language and birthday numbers as signs or conditions for a spouse is not biblical. Marriage is not about personal fulfillment first, but about mutual submission to Christ and one another. A godly husband will love you as Christ loves the church, not because of signs or numbers, but because of his devotion to God.
We must also address the pain and anger in your words toward those you perceive as "weirdos" or "evil doers." While we understand the hurt, Scripture calls us to love our enemies and pray for those who persecute us (Matthew 5:44). Judgment belongs to God alone (Romans 12:19), and we must guard our hearts against bitterness, which gives the enemy a foothold (Ephesians 4:26-27).
Most critically, your words do not reflect a clear reliance on Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. Salvation is found in no other name (Acts 4:12), and it is only through faith in His finished work on the cross that we are saved (Ephesians 2:8-9). If you have not surrendered your life to Him, we urge you to do so today. Confess your sins, repent, and receive His forgiveness and new life.
Let us pray together:
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, the only name by which we are saved. We lift up this dear sister, who is clearly in deep distress and spiritual warfare. Lord, we ask that You break every chain of oppression, fear, and confusion over her life. Forgive us for any attempts to fight in our own strength rather than Yours. Your Word says in 2 Corinthians 10:4, *"For the weapons of our warfare are not of the flesh, but mighty before God to the throwing down of strongholds."* We renounce any ungodly declarations, commands, or demands made apart from You, and we submit every thought, word, and battle to You.
Lord Jesus, we ask that You reveal Yourself to her in a fresh and powerful way. Let her know the depth of Your love, the power of Your blood, and the authority she has in Your name. Heal her heart from every wound, restore her spiritual gifts, and fill her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding (Philippians 4:7). Protect her mind from deception and help her to walk in discernment, not in fear or suspicion.
Father, we pray for her desire for marriage. Align her heart with Yours, and prepare her for a godly husband who loves You first and will cherish her as Your daughter. Remove any ungodly expectations or conditions, and let her trust in Your perfect timing and plan. If she is not yet saved, we pray that she would surrender her life to Jesus Christ today, confessing Him as Lord and receiving the gift of eternal life.
We bind every spirit of confusion, oppression, and division in the name of Jesus. We loose Your peace, Your truth, and Your presence over her life, her family, and all that concerns her. We declare that no weapon formed against her shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17), and that she is more than a conqueror through Christ who loves her (Romans 8:37).
Lord, we ask that You expose any hidden sin, unforgiveness, or bitterness in her heart, and grant her the grace to repent and walk in freedom. Fill her with Your Holy Spirit, that she may bear the fruit of love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self-control (Galatians 5:22-23).
We thank You, Father, that You are faithful to complete the good work You have begun in her (Philippians 1:6). We trust You to lead her into all truth, to restore what has been stolen, and to use her for Your glory. In the precious and powerful name of Jesus Christ, we pray. Amen.
Sister, we encourage you to spend time in God’s Word daily, especially in the Psalms, which will minister to your heart. Surround yourself with a biblical church community that can support and pray with you. Remember, your identity is not in numbers, gifts, or even your spiritual sensitivity—it is in Christ alone. You are His beloved child, and He is fighting for you. Rest in Him.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
