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zherjiek@yahoo.com
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dear Lord, the same problem occured every now and then about my husband. Lord you know my sufferings with him yet I stayed very patient because I never wanted a broken family. please Lord, you know the real story between us, touch his heart that he may feel that everything bad he thought of me maybe clearly seen by him. And that he may realize that I never ever have fooled him like what he did to me. Lord, even if he is so irresponsible I was so patient of all his shortcomings yet he is so conceited enough to tell me negative things. Lord, he has another woman before but they separated for a year now. but last night we quarreled because he is trying to get back again to the girl. Lord touch the girls heart that she may be harden not to get back anymore. And that Lord, my dear husband stops bothering her too. Lord, I've been thru this so many times, I wonder why I never been happy staying with him and him being contented as well. Yet when he's mad at me, he is blaming me of something I never did like having another man. Lord you saw and witness my faithfulness but him you saw how many times he failed to his promises with me. Even he hurts me emotionally and physically, I was patient. I work for him and kids. He has no work yet I am taking all the responsibilities yet I never heard thank you from him but all I've got is pain. Lord but I never loose hope that one day, you will come and touch him and open his eyes. Lord I am begging you so hard, I am so so tired of the repetition of such situation. Kids were so much affected. Lord give the girl a man whom will love her trully and that everything will go back to its proper places. Lord I pray also for our finances, its shaky because I am the only bread winner, I am harden on my work, got so many pressures in life. Please grant me the true happiness for ones...a long break Lord...I had surpass so many things but I am getting old and yet emptiness and hurt are the only ones always here with me. O Lord, dont let the day pass....each day pass for me to always be in tears....Lord Jesus shower me with strenght to carry on. Lord keep my family at PEACE and stable....Give us a chance to enjoy life together for a long term without any hindrances. Lord I know you're the only I can seek help. You're my dearest that ones lost in my heart but still here forever. In Jesus name.amen
