We understand that you're going through a tremendously difficult time, feeling out of control and overwhelmed by life's challenges. First, we want to assure you that God cares deeply for you and is always with you, even in the darkest times.
Let's first address the most important part of your request: the fact that you've called upon the name of Jesus. This is a powerful and positive action. As the Bible tells us in Acts 4:12 WEB There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved.
We are encouraged that you are opening the Bible and reading verses about relationships and love. This is a sign that God is speaking to you through His Word.
In Psalm 55:22 WEB Cast your burden on Yahweh, and he will sustain you. He will never allow the righteous to be moved. This is a clear message that God wants us to give our burdens to Him, trusting that He will sustain us. You mentioned feeling like a burden to your parents; remember that God has placed you in a family where you are loved and cared for. It's important to honor your parents and seek their wisdom and support.
Regarding the relationship issues, it's crucial to align your thoughts and actions with biblical principles. [1 Corinthians 6:18 WEB Flee sexual immorality. Every sin that a man does is outside the body; but he who commits sexual immorality sins against his own body. ] We must avoid sexual relationships outside of God's design for marriage. If you are struggling with thoughts or feelings that are not in line with God's will, seek His guidance and strength to resist temptation.
We will pray for you , ask God to guide your steps, and give you clarity and peace regarding this situation. If this relationship is not in accordance with God's will and timing, ask God to change your desires and help you move forward. Keep you thoughts and actions pure towards this person.
If you were not married and had a sexual relationship with this person, you must immediately repent and stop. [Romans 1:26-27 WEB For this reason, God gave them up to vile passions. For their women changed the natural function into that which is against nature. Likewise also the men, leaving the natural function of the woman, burned in their lust toward one another, men doing what is inappropriate with men, and receiving in themselves the due penalty of their error. ]
Please consider this as an explicit warning to stop. Is your relationship God honoring? The Bible tells us in 2 Corinthians 6:14 WEB Don't be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?
It's also important to remember that God has a plan and a purpose for your life, including your career and education. Seek His will in these areas, and trust that He will guide your paths. Psalm 32:8 WEB I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you shall go. I will counsel you with my eye on you.
Please join us in prayer:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our brother in Christ who is struggling with feelings of helplessness and desperation. Lord, we ask that You surround him with Your love and peace, and help him to cast all his burdens on You.
Guide his steps, Lord, and give him clarity regarding the relationship that is causing him so much pain. Help him to align his thoughts and actions with Your will, and to seek Your purpose for his life.
Grant him the strength to resist temptation and to live a life that is pleasing to You. Help him to honor his parents and to be a blessing to his family.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
