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Pattianne
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My husband died suddenly after being together since we were in school. He was the boy next door. We were married 43yrs at the time of his death. Before he passed my oldest girl received tainted blood from the red cross here in Canada. She has Hep C. I have had serious health concerns since 1995, they found muscle disease, and several other conditions. I am on several meds a day, about 15 in total. I am depressed, and in cronic pain. I have only one person in my life, my youngest girl. I am a victim of childhood abuse, my mom fractured my skull when I was about 3. She to this day triviolies what happened, she has no love for me. Today things are at the lowest point ever for me, I can't stop crying. I pray, and pray, for some peace in my life. If I lost everything that I have in exchange for a loving family I would say take everything. The pain that I feel emotionally and physically is more than anyone should have to bear.
