missnan67
Servant of All
Please pray for me that i wont dout... Pray i will always be humble and have the strenght to stand what is right... Yesturday i ask phil to come over and get his dog.. I was going to church.. He never showed up had his phone off all night and never called or come by... Here iam wondering is he with some one did he get drunk some where.. I went as far to go to his house to see if he was home and this morning he was but last night he wasnt.. And was no where to be found..so my mind wondering... I pray i would have that trust in him that he does not cheat on me like he says he dont... Its just he has told me what he did to his wives cheated on them his girl friends.. I know that is when he was young and dumb as he says it ... But i have been hurt so much in the last 7 years from other ones i just cant help from having my douts...so please pray for me i will over come all this... And i pray he will come over this morning and get his dog. And he will be truthful to me always... And i pray lord if he is a sleep please let the dreams of being in church singing shouting your holy name come to him... I have seen things trying to change in his like and i thank you lord i pray he will want to change so you can work with him... I love this man so much and all i ever wanted is a partner to enjoy going to church studying the bible with please lord let this happen for me and phil in jesus name amen....
