missnan67
Servant of All
Please pray for me that I won't doubt... Pray I will always be humble and have the strength to stand for what is right... Yesterday I asked ### to come over and get his dog. I was going to church. He never showed up, had his phone off all night, and never called or came by. Here I am wondering if he is with someone, did he get drunk somewhere. I went as far as to go to his house to see if he was home, and this morning he was, but last night he wasn't, and was nowhere to be found, so my mind is wondering... I pray I would have that trust in him that he does not cheat on me like he says he doesn't. It's just he has told me what he did to his wives, cheated on them, his girlfriends. I know that is when he was young and dumb as he says it... But I have been hurt so much in the last 7 years from others, I just can't help from having my doubts... So please pray for me, I will overcome all this... And I pray ### will come over this morning and get his dog. And he will be truthful to me always... And I pray Lord, if he is asleep, please let the dreams of being in church, singing, shouting your holy name come to him. I have seen things trying to change in his like, and I thank you, Lord, I pray he will want to change so you can work with him... I love this man so much, and all I ever wanted is a partner to enjoy going to church, studying the Bible with. Please, Lord, let this happen for me and ### in Jesus' name. Amen.
