Need Prayer

[me]

Today was a horrible day. I asked you to pray a week ago or so for me to either be financially blessed in my self employment or if not it would be a sign I should take the job i started on monday. Well, wasn't blessed with the self employment thing, and failed miserably at the job i started monday and quit today. I am very upset, very frustrated, I feel so overwhelmed with everything since losing my job almost two years ago, it's like almost seeming pointless to try. I know that is not the thoughts and actions of a faithful believer. I just feel so drained to the core of my being words cannot express. Spiritually I feel weak and drained. Although I am certain there is a God, I have absolutely no doubt about this., I just feel

like my attitude as to how and if God intervenes in our lives is what i am losing faith in. please pray for me. God Bless.