Anonymous
Beloved of All
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This is for a friend of mine. This person's family hurt me a lot. I always avoided this friend, still they are blaming me for everything. I have to talk to this person because this person has to see their own mistakes first, not mine. I know he might be younger than me because my parents put me in school 2 years later. So I never want him to get closer to me; instead, I was avoiding him, but I loved him in my heart. I never thought I would love him. Because I always want him to succeed in life, not come behind me and ruin his career. He started everything now put me in a condition that I am suffering. I will never even talk to him. Because it hurts so much. Their son loves me, but he never told me that. It's not that I never even tried to talk to him. Then his mother is saying that it's all my fault that her son loves me. I don't know why she can't see her son's mistakes rather than mine. She is loud and saying to the public that I am responsible for everything. I acknowledge that I accidentally touched his hand, but I was not intentional. But he touched my shoulder. I will not lie, God, I never realized that I am in love with him till he started looking at me in a weird way. He breathes and does like this. I also started loving him, forgetting everything. He follows me everywhere I go. I am avoiding him. I won't go into his life and ruin him. If I wanted to do anything like this, I could do that by loving him and letting him know. But I never do anything. No matter how much I got hurt, I believe that true love is sacrificing but not possession of things. I love him truly and sincerely, but I will never ruin his life since he is younger than me. If I could die for him, I would be happy to do that. Tell his parents that I love him more than anything in this world. I will try my best to not go in front of him. But accidentally, we are in one place. Our minds are connected; I don't know how. God, I will forget him, give me the strength to forget him. Because I am getting hurt by this relation. He is also getting hurt. I don't think he truly loves me. Help me to take this person out of my heart. Make me strong.
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This is for a friend of mine. This person's family hurt me a lot. I always avoided this friend, still they are blaming me for everything. I have to talk to this person because this person has to see their own mistakes first, not mine. I know he might be younger than me because my parents put me in school 2 years later. So I never want him to get closer to me; instead, I was avoiding him, but I loved him in my heart. I never thought I would love him. Because I always want him to succeed in life, not come behind me and ruin his career. He started everything now put me in a condition that I am suffering. I will never even talk to him. Because it hurts so much. Their son loves me, but he never told me that. It's not that I never even tried to talk to him. Then his mother is saying that it's all my fault that her son loves me. I don't know why she can't see her son's mistakes rather than mine. She is loud and saying to the public that I am responsible for everything. I acknowledge that I accidentally touched his hand, but I was not intentional. But he touched my shoulder. I will not lie, God, I never realized that I am in love with him till he started looking at me in a weird way. He breathes and does like this. I also started loving him, forgetting everything. He follows me everywhere I go. I am avoiding him. I won't go into his life and ruin him. If I wanted to do anything like this, I could do that by loving him and letting him know. But I never do anything. No matter how much I got hurt, I believe that true love is sacrificing but not possession of things. I love him truly and sincerely, but I will never ruin his life since he is younger than me. If I could die for him, I would be happy to do that. Tell his parents that I love him more than anything in this world. I will try my best to not go in front of him. But accidentally, we are in one place. Our minds are connected; I don't know how. God, I will forget him, give me the strength to forget him. Because I am getting hurt by this relation. He is also getting hurt. I don't think he truly loves me. Help me to take this person out of my heart. Make me strong.
