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zerep55
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I need income. I need some health. I need help with my studies. I need to know whether God loves me or hates me. I feel like Esau hated before birth. It seems the more I pray the worst things get. My life is so down, that there is no human way for me to rebuild it. I have confess that to God, and I feel ignored. It just keeps going downhill. This is real. Sometimes I pray and the exact opposite of what I am praying happens within minutes. I do not need Bible verses or Bible promises. If God loves me I do not need the promise of love. I need proof, concrete proof. Man cannot live by bread alone. He can also not live by promises that never come to concrete form. Do you know how it feels to know God is your only answer and pray and year after year wait and nothing. I am not Noah, I am not Joseph. I am a weak man, that needs God to help, not the promise of his help, His actual help