Shruthi1192
Disciple of Prayer
I thank Lord for all the people I have in my life..and also thank Him for all the things I got I once prayed for.
I was in a 4-year long relationship, in which I acted mostly the matured one. Things started spoiling when my better half started ignoring my necessities and health issues over the pets in the house. Staying in a live-in relationship in a small 1BHK, it was utterly difficult for me to manage 5 cats who were continuously littering around. I remember the days I have cried my heart out as I felt helpless. I also got diagnosed with PCOD; it was too much of hormone imbalance for me to take. We started quarrelling, fighting all the time until on the 31st we had a party and he cheated on me with my best friend. I feel so lost, broken, and I cannot deal with the amount of pain I have stored inside me. The next morning he covered up everything, saying he doesn't remember as he was drunk. I didn't even get an apology for the mistake he did. I don't know what I should do; I'm shattered, broken. I want God to heal me and God to heal him. We are still staying in the same roof, but we aren't together. He is still talking to random girls and playing around. I want God to make him realize what he's been doing, and please pray for me that I choose the right path and heal myself, and heal him as well.
I was in a 4-year long relationship, in which I acted mostly the matured one. Things started spoiling when my better half started ignoring my necessities and health issues over the pets in the house. Staying in a live-in relationship in a small 1BHK, it was utterly difficult for me to manage 5 cats who were continuously littering around. I remember the days I have cried my heart out as I felt helpless. I also got diagnosed with PCOD; it was too much of hormone imbalance for me to take. We started quarrelling, fighting all the time until on the 31st we had a party and he cheated on me with my best friend. I feel so lost, broken, and I cannot deal with the amount of pain I have stored inside me. The next morning he covered up everything, saying he doesn't remember as he was drunk. I didn't even get an apology for the mistake he did. I don't know what I should do; I'm shattered, broken. I want God to heal me and God to heal him. We are still staying in the same roof, but we aren't together. He is still talking to random girls and playing around. I want God to make him realize what he's been doing, and please pray for me that I choose the right path and heal myself, and heal him as well.
