Khuzorthin
Disciple of Prayer
Am a ### yr old lady, not married, since till regarding sexual I did not commit any sin, even today am a virgin, bt I talked with few selected boys as friends, I never misused any boys, not any other boys misused me, am very strict regarding this matter, bt I loved few (not at same time) as a groom, I wished I marry him& all, bt it's not God's will, still I didn't get a life partner, I have friends who are boys, bt not boyfriend, in such condition, since last 1 year, I met a person, whom too I saw as a groom, I could marry him, before knowing anything about him, I loved him, later we become friend, at that time he told that he's married, I felt heart broken, bt am very strong person, I just maintained healthy friendship, later on he started telling bout her wife, dat she's very bad lady, still I did not misused that situation, being fear of God, I tried to change him,& gave guidance, don't know when wt happened, I totally fell in love with him, because he started caring for me, like my family member, dat turned into intimacy, bt my heart always said it's wrong, a bad time, we become more closer, except sexual intercourse, we did everything like hugging, kissing, still I knew I have to marry someone else, bt my mind becomes weak wn he s with me, later on I avoided & told not to continue, it completely stopped, bt later on his wife came to know bout this, she called me, I explained dat he's only my friend, it won't continuous, am sorry, I meant it, few days she created problem for me, I was scared, again some days later I was peaceful, but this man again & again used to call, cry, begged to talk to him, I normally reacted, later again how she came to know, I don't know, she's very bad lady, she's scolding me with very bad language, one more thing, she's also cheated his husband, wn he said dat she has many affairs, I fell pitty for him, bt I doubted on him, wn their mother, sister, themselves told about her I came to know that he was right, one more thing, he never misused me, until I insist him to kiss me, so it's my sin. bt now please, I want to escape from this unwanted relationship, with him, which is not possible for me, to stay away from him. please dear friends, pray for me to live a holy life,& save me from... ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, ###, all my unknown enemies, please these people are troubling & targeting me to destroy me, I know, am a sinner, bt I didn't do anything by myself, trust me, I always support Jesus word, truth, bt I failed in my desire of flesh. I beg you I want deliverance. if I loose my name, I won't tolerate.
