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Dear Forum - prayer request,
Hello! I am really fustrated and in this situation I am writing this letter and I hope you take this truth of my situation-my house, in your prayer, for my release. Actually, I am suffering from my birth till date. My Father and my grandmother(my father's mother) looked after me in my childhood and teenage, but after my grandmothers death, I am left with my father, mother, brothers, and sister. In my youth I lost my father and its since 12+ years that he died.
After my birth my mother did not take care of me she feed me only for 3 months and left me off because I was born fair and this she does not like about my being beautiful. So, my father left me with my grandmother(father's mother). My grandmother loved me a lot, which my mother did not like. She does not care but hates me because my grandmother liked me. Both my father and mother are fair but my brothers and sister are dark.
My father loved his sister very much but she sister died. So, when I was born he like me as his sister+daughter and that love he had for his sister also he gave it to me. My father loved me very much and very rarely got angry on my mistakes. My mother never liked the fatherly love I was getting from my father, so she kept telling against me to my father. Always negative about me but my father new me and always supported me and guided and guarded me. Everything was very fine , I had nothing lacking but except for this hatred from my mother and I was least bothered about her hatred and was always happy with my father. And the problem started after my fathers death.
My mother through some evil magnifestation and astrology came to know about my future, that I will marry a wealthy and handsome person. Since then she is torturing me. My father use to hold me and cry telling, this woman is destroying my childs life. My father fell seriously ill and when he had sever low BP, my mother gave him a low BP tablet and he died. He was about to take a higher post at his office place and she was jealous of my father.
I had done my Intermediate and she is not allowing to do any further studies, and also not allowing me to do a job. She says stay back in the house and look after her. She goes about, and people ask about my marriage so she goes here and there and tell and lookfor not- well-off family to come and ask for me and she points that I am looking for a wealthy and successfull man for marriage , I really don't know what to tell her, I doubt whether she is my mother.
In public she pretends very effectinate and people too don't know why but like me a lot and they always appreciate my talents , character and above all my beauty, this my mother does not like and I get so sacred when people like me in front of my mother because after coming home she would torture me, this happened from my childhood and father supported me and use to warn her, if anything happens to my child, i will not spare you. But my mother's hatred did not go instead she used to get angry.
My father before his death told his elder brother to look after me and so my big dad's elder son my big brother wanted to take me to USA but she created misunderstanding and I was not able to go to USA. I had got opportunity for my further studies at aboard but she broke all the apportunites. She distrubes all my training and activities.
Many good well-off marriage proposal came home, One is the other caste but the family eccepts Jesus christ has lord and saviour - their messiah and are willing to accept me in marriage with their son, we were friends and I do like him, but because he is a wealthy and handsome man my mother is against it and she keeps blaming that the man willing in marriage with me has abused her, that he is not interested in me but some other woman, that he is already married and having childern, he is not our caste.......etc. its okay when she speaks about caste but it is not my or her will , for me it is god's will. His mother was very much interest to take me as her daughter-in-law and was waiting for a chance to perfrom the marriage, they have no objection about caste, they really love me. But my mother created misunderstanding that I am a charcterless woman - I don't respec elders, I keep relationship with other men and not just other men but even with my fatherly and brotherly persons, with my brothers and my cousin.......its so vulgar even to reaspond to her. I feel like sucidial. but at first they doubted and then they told she is silent and innocent and we had never come across such a good woman and we want to take her in marriage for our son. This, my mother cannot tolerate and is torturing me in such a way that I am going mad, so, I left the house and is staying in hostel with help of my cousin and my own sister. Now-a-days its happening too much and people ask me whether she is my step-mother, and some people say she is not a mother, she is a devil , don't stay with, go-away and never comeback to her, this people told because they saw my mother hitting me violently that I would have died and I don't know how I am alive after such voilence as well she was telling people all vulgar and dirty about me. About sex she talks and calls me a biuch and she tells that she will make me a prostitute. She always make thing among family and friends that any dirty minded person rapes me and I accept for prostituting or sucide and die. She never wants me living joyfully and successful. I had over come all this from my chilhood-teenage-youth(20s) and now I am 30. Please help me settle my life in peace.
I have a younger sister she is doing well and she loves me a lot and is helping me. Today my sister is okay because my mother wannted her to be against me and higher than me. My father loved my sister the same as he loved me and sister too loves us. We were like his two eyes and her kept me always at his right hand and my sister at his left. My mother's jealous attitude she knows very-well but she is dependent on her and can't say anythin. My younger brother is neutral and sometimes understands me. My sister say mother out of jealousy torture every body not only you. My younger brother says you know mother's attitude, isn't it. But my elder brothers support my mother very much their character is also like my mothers, and with this support she does more and more.... Some of my cousin my mothers elder sister, my anuties and their daughters and sons ....... also support her. This is all happening because of jealousy, it was told in prayers, but my own mother being jealous, and behaving like this is really fustrating. Please, pray for my 1st elder brother-wife-3childern and also my 2nd elder brother-wife-planing for children. Please, pray for my younger brother-wife-may be planing for children. Please pray for my younger sister-her marriage. Please pray for the soul of my elder sister died just bron as well pray for my grandmothers and fathers soul - rest in peace.
She creates misunderstanding between each-other and his happens so easily with her. She keeps telling negative about you to me and about me to you and makes quarrel between us and pretends very affectionately and tries to make justice. She is jealous about anything and everything. I hope you understand her jealous, and know my torture and harrasment I am facing. She never allows me to pray or go to any prayer service, but I pray and am praying since childhood and particulary, since 12+ years after my dad's death. I hope for your prayers for me.
When I tell my mother fear God she says and ask me in such a pride-way, what punishment will your god give me, I had lived my life, what more living that I will suffer the punishment and what kind of suffering at this age, she kept telling, I had heard this since my teenage, and sometimes I get angry on God - Is God really there? I always eccapted Jesus Christ as my saviour - hope Jesus save me and gives me victory for all this of my mothers jealous attitude towards me. She does all evil and says that this is God's will so it happened who can go against God's will, can I, says my mother. She once told in some quarrel that her mother too was like her behaviour, the jealous attitude towards others but people certified her as a good woman and they will certify me too good. She says some evil spirit was prouling in her house and trouble every body, but did not trouble my mother because she accept that evil spirit's way. I sometimes feel whether she is possessed, because when she is pointed at of her evilness, my mother turns very voilent and a devil like appearance.....
While I am writing this letter I am falling slightly drowzy and faint. I am fasting and writing this letter. It is God's help that I could write this letter, I try to write my time at any prayer request, it never happened and I also was unwilling to write about my mother and I had also a doubt whether you will accept this truth that a mother is so like this, I cry that I am unlucky to had a mother like this. I decided to sucide and die but I felt to pray, so I am writing for your prayers. I had lost my health - having sever low BP, sever anemia, virus infections, bacterial infections, weakness......etc, I lost my health and beauty in all this.
My mother takes the name of Jesus Christ, she goes to church, she prays, she quotes bible .... but she goes to some black magic place, astrologies, ..... even to some saints name antichrist place like st Anthony's name, infant jesus's name, our lady's name....... Please, I don't understand whether this happens but save me through Jesus Christ by your prayers.
Hello! I am really fustrated and in this situation I am writing this letter and I hope you take this truth of my situation-my house, in your prayer, for my release. Actually, I am suffering from my birth till date. My Father and my grandmother(my father's mother) looked after me in my childhood and teenage, but after my grandmothers death, I am left with my father, mother, brothers, and sister. In my youth I lost my father and its since 12+ years that he died.
After my birth my mother did not take care of me she feed me only for 3 months and left me off because I was born fair and this she does not like about my being beautiful. So, my father left me with my grandmother(father's mother). My grandmother loved me a lot, which my mother did not like. She does not care but hates me because my grandmother liked me. Both my father and mother are fair but my brothers and sister are dark.
My father loved his sister very much but she sister died. So, when I was born he like me as his sister+daughter and that love he had for his sister also he gave it to me. My father loved me very much and very rarely got angry on my mistakes. My mother never liked the fatherly love I was getting from my father, so she kept telling against me to my father. Always negative about me but my father new me and always supported me and guided and guarded me. Everything was very fine , I had nothing lacking but except for this hatred from my mother and I was least bothered about her hatred and was always happy with my father. And the problem started after my fathers death.
My mother through some evil magnifestation and astrology came to know about my future, that I will marry a wealthy and handsome person. Since then she is torturing me. My father use to hold me and cry telling, this woman is destroying my childs life. My father fell seriously ill and when he had sever low BP, my mother gave him a low BP tablet and he died. He was about to take a higher post at his office place and she was jealous of my father.
I had done my Intermediate and she is not allowing to do any further studies, and also not allowing me to do a job. She says stay back in the house and look after her. She goes about, and people ask about my marriage so she goes here and there and tell and lookfor not- well-off family to come and ask for me and she points that I am looking for a wealthy and successfull man for marriage , I really don't know what to tell her, I doubt whether she is my mother.
In public she pretends very effectinate and people too don't know why but like me a lot and they always appreciate my talents , character and above all my beauty, this my mother does not like and I get so sacred when people like me in front of my mother because after coming home she would torture me, this happened from my childhood and father supported me and use to warn her, if anything happens to my child, i will not spare you. But my mother's hatred did not go instead she used to get angry.
My father before his death told his elder brother to look after me and so my big dad's elder son my big brother wanted to take me to USA but she created misunderstanding and I was not able to go to USA. I had got opportunity for my further studies at aboard but she broke all the apportunites. She distrubes all my training and activities.
Many good well-off marriage proposal came home, One is the other caste but the family eccepts Jesus christ has lord and saviour - their messiah and are willing to accept me in marriage with their son, we were friends and I do like him, but because he is a wealthy and handsome man my mother is against it and she keeps blaming that the man willing in marriage with me has abused her, that he is not interested in me but some other woman, that he is already married and having childern, he is not our caste.......etc. its okay when she speaks about caste but it is not my or her will , for me it is god's will. His mother was very much interest to take me as her daughter-in-law and was waiting for a chance to perfrom the marriage, they have no objection about caste, they really love me. But my mother created misunderstanding that I am a charcterless woman - I don't respec elders, I keep relationship with other men and not just other men but even with my fatherly and brotherly persons, with my brothers and my cousin.......its so vulgar even to reaspond to her. I feel like sucidial. but at first they doubted and then they told she is silent and innocent and we had never come across such a good woman and we want to take her in marriage for our son. This, my mother cannot tolerate and is torturing me in such a way that I am going mad, so, I left the house and is staying in hostel with help of my cousin and my own sister. Now-a-days its happening too much and people ask me whether she is my step-mother, and some people say she is not a mother, she is a devil , don't stay with, go-away and never comeback to her, this people told because they saw my mother hitting me violently that I would have died and I don't know how I am alive after such voilence as well she was telling people all vulgar and dirty about me. About sex she talks and calls me a biuch and she tells that she will make me a prostitute. She always make thing among family and friends that any dirty minded person rapes me and I accept for prostituting or sucide and die. She never wants me living joyfully and successful. I had over come all this from my chilhood-teenage-youth(20s) and now I am 30. Please help me settle my life in peace.
I have a younger sister she is doing well and she loves me a lot and is helping me. Today my sister is okay because my mother wannted her to be against me and higher than me. My father loved my sister the same as he loved me and sister too loves us. We were like his two eyes and her kept me always at his right hand and my sister at his left. My mother's jealous attitude she knows very-well but she is dependent on her and can't say anythin. My younger brother is neutral and sometimes understands me. My sister say mother out of jealousy torture every body not only you. My younger brother says you know mother's attitude, isn't it. But my elder brothers support my mother very much their character is also like my mothers, and with this support she does more and more.... Some of my cousin my mothers elder sister, my anuties and their daughters and sons ....... also support her. This is all happening because of jealousy, it was told in prayers, but my own mother being jealous, and behaving like this is really fustrating. Please, pray for my 1st elder brother-wife-3childern and also my 2nd elder brother-wife-planing for children. Please, pray for my younger brother-wife-may be planing for children. Please pray for my younger sister-her marriage. Please pray for the soul of my elder sister died just bron as well pray for my grandmothers and fathers soul - rest in peace.
She creates misunderstanding between each-other and his happens so easily with her. She keeps telling negative about you to me and about me to you and makes quarrel between us and pretends very affectionately and tries to make justice. She is jealous about anything and everything. I hope you understand her jealous, and know my torture and harrasment I am facing. She never allows me to pray or go to any prayer service, but I pray and am praying since childhood and particulary, since 12+ years after my dad's death. I hope for your prayers for me.
When I tell my mother fear God she says and ask me in such a pride-way, what punishment will your god give me, I had lived my life, what more living that I will suffer the punishment and what kind of suffering at this age, she kept telling, I had heard this since my teenage, and sometimes I get angry on God - Is God really there? I always eccapted Jesus Christ as my saviour - hope Jesus save me and gives me victory for all this of my mothers jealous attitude towards me. She does all evil and says that this is God's will so it happened who can go against God's will, can I, says my mother. She once told in some quarrel that her mother too was like her behaviour, the jealous attitude towards others but people certified her as a good woman and they will certify me too good. She says some evil spirit was prouling in her house and trouble every body, but did not trouble my mother because she accept that evil spirit's way. I sometimes feel whether she is possessed, because when she is pointed at of her evilness, my mother turns very voilent and a devil like appearance.....
While I am writing this letter I am falling slightly drowzy and faint. I am fasting and writing this letter. It is God's help that I could write this letter, I try to write my time at any prayer request, it never happened and I also was unwilling to write about my mother and I had also a doubt whether you will accept this truth that a mother is so like this, I cry that I am unlucky to had a mother like this. I decided to sucide and die but I felt to pray, so I am writing for your prayers. I had lost my health - having sever low BP, sever anemia, virus infections, bacterial infections, weakness......etc, I lost my health and beauty in all this.
My mother takes the name of Jesus Christ, she goes to church, she prays, she quotes bible .... but she goes to some black magic place, astrologies, ..... even to some saints name antichrist place like st Anthony's name, infant jesus's name, our lady's name....... Please, I don't understand whether this happens but save me through Jesus Christ by your prayers.
