My name is ###, I’m ### years old from ###. I love the Lord Jesus Christ with all my heart. God is my rock and the one person I lean to always. My heart hurts for many reasons. I’m not married, I don’t have children and I take care of my mother who has schizophrenia. Life is hard for me. I suffer with depression but it has gotten better now that I am medicated. I feel very lonely though. I have a boyfriend but I can’t tell the difference if he’s mentally abusive or if relationships are just hard for me. I don’t have any friends that I can hang out with outside of work, my one and only best friend, ###, she lives across the states in ### because her new job(I’m so happy for her!). I don’t go to church anymore because I don’t fit in, all the women my age are married with children or single mothers and I am neither and they judge me like something is wrong with me because I don’t have a husband. I really need prayers. I want to find a group of women to hang out with and become best friends. I really need prayers over my relationship with my boyfriend ###. I just want God’s best for me and I just want a husband who is kind, loyal, speaks sweet words to me and not harsh words. I want a man who is confident that I am his bride and doesn’t question if I am the one for him, that he will be certain I am his and he wouldn’t want his life without me. ### gets very angry with me and the words he tells me is so mean. He says he loves Jesus but how can he from the hatred in his heart towards me when I do something he disagrees with or how to speaks to other people. I also need prayers for a financial breakthrough. I’m working so much overtime at work but it’s not enough to pay my $### in debt… I’m struggling just to keep food in the fridge for my mom and I. My ### brothers don’t help me take care of her so it’s just really hard for me. Please. I’m desperate to see God move in my life. I just want to have joy again. I need a miracle in my life. It’s so hard to see blessings for every other women my age and here I am ### with no husband, drowning in debt, taking care of my mother. Thank you for reading this. Please ask God, Jesus Christ our lord and savior to deliver me.
