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My name is ###; I'm ### years old. I was raised in a christian home by parents who didn't drink or smoke but on a weekly basis I smoke and shoot up meth, oxy's, smoke crack, take xanax, snort and inject cocaine and I also do morphine, heroin, ecstasy and any other drug I can find anytime I can find it. I've overdosed I don't know how many times and for some reason God keeps me alive. Most times I wish He would just let me come back home. At this point I have no control over my own life, I've lost so many relationships with close friends and family, all because of my addictions. I've tried quitting and was sober for ### months but I always come back. I feel as if I have absolutely nothing to live for. I don't want to live. At least not like this, I want to be normal and have a normal life. Drugs take that from me but I LIVE TO GET HIGH. My whole life is drugs and everyone has given up on me, I've even gave up on myself. I hate the person I am and I want a change. Will someone please say a prayer for me because I don't feel worthy to talk to God anymore. Pray I die quick ###
