We come before the Father in the name of Jesus, lifting you up in prayer, ###. It is clear that you are seeking healing, freedom from fear, and the ability to walk in the purpose God has for you. We rejoice that you acknowledge the blood of Jesus as the source of your healing and grace, for it is only through His name that we have access to the throne of God. As Scripture declares, *"There is salvation in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven that is given among men, by which we must be saved!"* (Acts 4:12, WEB). We praise God that you are turning to Him, for He alone is your healer, provider, and deliverer.
First, we want to encourage you in the truth that God has not given you a spirit of fear, but of power, love, and sound mind (2 Timothy 1:7, WEB). Fear is not from the Lord, and He desires to break its hold over your life. Whether it is the fear of public speaking, singing, or stepping into what God has called you to do, we declare that *"the Lord is my light and my salvation. Whom shall I fear? The Lord is the strength of my life. Of whom shall I be afraid?"* (Psalm 27:1, WEB). The blood of Jesus is more than sufficient to break every chain of fear in your life, and we pray that you would walk in that freedom boldly.
We also notice your mention of being a ### and finding peace and happiness in that role. While there is nothing inherently wrong with working as a ###, we must consider whether this aligns with God’s will for your life, especially if you sense a call to preach or minister to others. Scripture tells us, *"Don’t you know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you, whom you have from God? You are not your own, for you were bought with a price. Therefore glorify God in your body and in your spirit, which are God’s"* (1 Corinthians 6:19-20, WEB). If your work environment conflicts with your calling or compromises your witness for Christ, we encourage you to seek the Lord’s wisdom and direction. He may be leading you into a place where your gifts—whether preaching, singing, or speaking—can be used more fully for His glory.
You mentioned not having to "preach greatly" to people, and while it is true that not everyone is called to be a preacher, we are *all* called to be witnesses of Christ in our daily lives. Jesus said, *"You are the light of the world... Let your light shine before men; that they may see your good works, and glorify your Father who is in heaven"* (Matthew 5:14-16, WEB). Whether you are behind a bar, in a workplace, or on a stage, your life should reflect the love and truth of Christ. If God has placed a burden in your heart to share His Word, do not shrink back from it, for *"how will they hear without a preacher?"* (Romans 10:14, WEB). Trust that the Lord will equip you and give you the words to speak when the time comes.
As for your fear of public singing or speaking, we remind you that God does not call the equipped—He equips the called. Moses doubted his ability to speak, yet God used him mightily (Exodus 4:10-12). David was a young shepherd, yet God anointed him as king and a worshipper. Your inadequacies are no match for God’s power working through you. We pray that the Lord would loosen your tongue, fill your mouth with His praises, and give you the courage to sing and speak without fear. *"The Lord God has given me the tongue of those who are taught, that I may know how to sustain with words him who is weary: he wakes morning by morning, he wakes my ear to hear as those who are taught"* (Isaiah 50:4, WEB).
Lastly, we want to address the way you phrased your prayer. While we understand your heart’s cry, we must always approach God in the name of Jesus, for *"no one comes to the Father, except through me"* (John 14:6, WEB). It is not by our own merit or declarations that we are healed or set free, but by the finished work of Christ on the cross. We do not demand healing or breakthroughs as if they are owed to us; instead, we humbly ask the Father, trusting in His perfect will and timing. *"This is the confidence that we have in him, that if we ask anything according to his will, he listens to us"* (1 John 5:14, WEB). Let us always come before Him with reverence, faith, and submission to His will.
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**Our Prayer for You:**
Heavenly Father, we lift ### before You in the mighty name of Jesus. Lord, You know the desires of her heart, the fears that have held her captive, and the dreams You have placed within her. We ask that You break every spirit of fear in her life—fear of public speaking, fear of singing, fear of stepping into what You have called her to do. Loose her tongue, Lord, and fill her mouth with Your praises. Let her sing and speak with boldness, knowing that You are her strength and her song.
Father, we pray for clarity in her path. If her current work aligns with Your will, bless it and use her mightily in that place. But if You are calling her to something greater, open doors that no man can shut and give her the courage to walk through them. Remove any distraction or environment that would hinder her from fulfilling Your purpose for her life.
We declare healing over her mind, body, and spirit by the blood of Jesus. Let Your grace be sufficient for her, and let Your power be perfected in her weakness. Help her to trust in You completely, knowing that You who began a good work in her will be faithful to complete it (Philippians 1:6, WEB).
Lord, if there is any area of her life that is not surrendered to You, convict her by Your Holy Spirit. Draw her closer to You, and let her find her identity in Christ alone. May she walk in the freedom and joy that comes from knowing You, and may her life be a testament to Your goodness.
We rebuke every lie of the enemy that says she is not enough, that she cannot do what You have called her to do. Let her rise up in the authority of Christ, knowing that she is more than a conqueror through Him who loves her (Romans 8:37, WEB).
In Jesus’ mighty name, we pray. Amen.