Bonsie7
Humble Prayer Partner
My name is Bonnie, I live in Cleveland Ohio and I am struggling severely with many many issues and I am in dire need of miracles, my relatives reject me totally never call never check on me but claim to be Christian. I am totally alone, no spouse no children and I am horrified that something awful is going to happen, I am aging, early sixties right now, have health issues and HUGE financial issues very low income with many many bills much more than my income, my house is falling apart and in need of repair, I am unable to do it and.......do not have money to hire anyone. I have trouble cleaning and cooking I have food and clothing issues................I have gained a lot weight however and losing my hair and teeth. I am so lonely and scared. I literally have no one and I struggle with my faith. Unfortunately I have mental health issues that have destroyed me and the mood swings make it difficult for people to be around and understand me. It is harder for me than for them. I do not go the dentist nor doctor, only have Medicare no significant savings, I cannot pay what Medicare does not pay, so balances go to collections. I am so scared..............I need central air conditioning (broken) because I have asthma, my water heater and dryer are very old, my fridge and stove are breaking, I have dents on my counter, the house is old and very out dated, needs yard work and outside work that I cannot do and the city is after me. I am poor and alone and scared, I can have a stroke and no one will know, my church does not even understand. I need people in my life I long for a good Christian husband preferably widower with grown children and grandchildren who I can love and who can love and accept me. I might have health issues I am unaware of i.e. diabetes, gained a lot of weight, hair and tooth loss, I was beautiful in my younger years and had no rejection from family, my life really got bad when my mom passed away in 2000 however it was never great nor easy, raped, harassed, victim of grand theft. Gods blessing and thanks, I do struggle with my faith and the relatives who reject have so many in their lives my mom would be horrified,,,,she wanted her children to get along, I even lost a brother and it made my sister worse. Long long long story.