Holy God and loving Father, I consciously place my fears, worries, anxieties, and burdens in your hands. I know that I have so little power to change the outcome of these events and I trust that you will work what is pleasing to you, and best for me, out of these situations. Forgive me for my anxious thoughts and for letting my own worry become an idol that robs you of my full trust. Strengthen and empower me to trust you more by the power and presence of your Spirit. In Jesus' name I pray. Amen
Don't Blame God or yourself for not seeing your Mom before her death. Your Mom is with you spiritually, in your heart and through all your happy memories. She lives on through your prayers, memories and family members. Losing your Mom and dear friend is hard. Pray for yourself to have Peace in accepting her death, and know that she is with Our Dear Loving Father in peace. I praying for you that the Holy Spirit will bring you comfort, love, and peace to remove all bitterness and to be happy. God Bless you.