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ashdeanev
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Well I don’t know where to start. All I can say is that my life is full of mistakes, and heartache. Well in 2001 I got married to a great guy and I was too young (22) to realize it we immediately got pregnant with our beautiful daughter then a few months after her birth had my son. We were always arguing and decided to separate a few months after the birth of my son. We truly separated because we were just too young to understand what it took to make a marriage work. Well we were on and off again for about a year after he was born. We finally broke it off when my son was one year old. We are still the best of friends, and I tell him everything! BUT we never Divorced. We just decided it was time to see other people and he moved to the islands and I stayed in the USA. In 2006 I moved to Louisiana well about 6 months into my stay I met a man whom I thought was wonderful he was handsome, charismatic, boisterous, calm to my storm, romantic and lastly smart. He was my everything, he was the first man I had introduced to my children and he loved them just as much as they loved him. He was great with them. But I had lied to him about my marital status, my financial situation and it was soon to bite me back. Well in 2007 we went on vacation to Florida which is when I got pregnant with his daughter later on we both moved to Florida. Yes my husband was one of the first people I told; he was very disappointed but still supported me. In Florida it just didn’t work out and he moved back to Louisiana leaving me pregnant and alone. We didn’t talk for over 6 months after he left. He then called to see if I had the baby and I hadn’t the next week I brought our beautiful daughter into this world with the Grace and mercy of God. He then called and all he wanted to know is if the baby was going to have his last name. His mom and I talked everyday after the baby was born and when she turned 2 months I brought her to Louisiana. He said that he was mad at me threatened my life for taking him to Florida, and then wanted to see his child I did that. He saw her. He spent time with her. He bathed her. After that he told me that he was going to send money for her … he never did…He never called to ask about her. He says that since my daughter can’t talk he has no reason call and that I ONLY should text him. My husband says he obviously doesn’t want anything to do with her because anyone knows they have to deal with the mom if only to communicate about the baby. Well when my daughter turned 4 months I took her once again to Louisiana to spend time with her grandmother. Well when I got in town I text him. He wanted to see her. He came over and spent time with her again. But this time was different. He told his mother that he wanted to have her on Monday & Tuesday because he was off. My body filled up with rage. I said nothing until he got ready to leave. I asked him if he was serious and that I didn’t know about this. He responded that he was not there to argue with me and to forget it altogether. Well I said I didn’t say no, he than said leave her where she’s at. Well at that moment a sense of guilt built up against me, I even dreamed about home I may have come between my daughter and her father’s relationship. So the next morning I texted him apologizing and asking him to take her if not just for a couple of hours so that he could spend some time with her. Well I got no response so I texted again saying that he should pick her up from his moms and spend time with her. Once again I got no response. So his mom called his job and asked him if he wanted her he responded NO and hung up on her. Have I come in between my daughter and her father’s possible relationship? I feel so bad about this and it’s eating at me. I’m so filled with guilt. Please pray for all of us, Lord we need it. Pray for the situation, and I know that God don’t make mistakes
