Kiki826
Humble Servant
My husband just suffered a heart attack at 38 years old. It was the "widow-maker" artery and a beaching artery from it. They placed a stent, and he is okay, with some damage to the heart muscle. He is a commercial pilot, so is out of work for at least 4-5 months. He previously had 3 back surgeries over the 2016-2017 year, we had both lost our jobs and we have 3 young children. We both started jobs in August and were getting by, but now that is gone. I am struggling with fear and anger, I feel helpless and defeated. I know that God always provides and that I have to submit to his plan, and that he is always loving and faithful. But after all the trials of the past few years, I feel like I cannot take anymore. Add to that my fear of another heart attack, as he is in very good health, and the doctor said it probably "was a fluke" that it happened. My middle daughter is also having a very hard time dealing with it. Please pray for my family.
