God-size my life
Disciple of Prayer
My ex husband of 38 years has narcissistic Personality Disorder, likely Reactive Attachment Disorder,and who knows what he inherited froths father’s schizophrenia nd paranoia and familyinvolvement in Freemasonry for generations. He dumped me, but I’ve prayed for his salvation for the last 7 years, forGod to remove the scales from his eyes and take the plugs out of his ears so he can see Jesus and hear the voice of God, and breaking the strongholds of insecurity and pride that keep him from truly feeling godly sorrow and repenting.He has no ability to feel empathy and likely no relational moral conscience,and I’ve prayed for a creative miracle of both of these things his spirit and brain and emotions. His name is Ervin and ironically his middle name is Christian, but he told me”Jesus dying on the cross never meant to me what it meant to you,and I new some day it would come back to bite me on the b___.” He is so deceived that the doesn’t know he doesn’t know Jesus as Savior and Lord. I can’t love someone for 40 years and not care about his eternal destination.
