My heart hurts today. I have been planning a ...

[mmba26baer]

My heart hurts today. I have been planning a Thanksgiving Dinner which I always do. I called my grandma this morning to say hello and tell her some ideas I had. She stops me mid sectence and says "We are not coming." I was like what? She told me we are having seperate thanksgiving dinners. She said my family is big enough and that they were going to be having it at my aunts house with the rest of my aunts and uncles. Hmmmn my feelings are so hurt and I feel so rejected and I know I should not feel this way but I do. I have always felt left out in my family. That is why Thanksgiving has always been important to me. I may be overreacting Lord but I want to know why I was put in this family that I never really fit into. Why I always feel not good enough for them. It has been like this since I was a kid now I am in my 30's and feel that pain all over again. Lord please bring me peace and healing in my heart.

 

[Articles]

Lord, we thank you that you for the blessings that you have given us. Help us to honor you in every part of our lives. We place this request at your throne. Please hear and reply according to your perfect will and timing. Grant us the peace to know that you are in control. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[MartiC]

I pray that God gives you security and peace. Amen.

 

[hazelsummer07]

Dear God, please bless mmba26baer with peace, security, and healing of the heart! Amen.

 

[FROMWOUNDEDNESS]

Oh, sweetheart. I think you know that those are lies from Satan. He wants there to be seperation of families EMOTIONALLY. Know that holidays are hard in general . SAdly we can't be every where at once....even when we want to be. Be anxious for nothing....SHE LOVES YOU!!!!!!!!!

God although the pain is real, take away the lies of satan from her. remind her of her self-worth in YOU and amongst her loved ones. Help her to focus on her family, her children. MAy she hold them dear and near....for one day they too will have children of their own. God bless her and keep her. May she have the best thanksgiving to date!!!!