Dear Elizabeth being a retire military myself I can understand your feeling. But if we trust in God and His word. H will assure you that everything will work out in the End. But here is a help. Isaiah 41:10,13Fear thou not; for I am with thee: be not dismayed; for I am thy God: I will strengthen thee; yea I will help thee: yea, I will uphold thee with t he right hand of my righteousness. For I am the Lord thy God will hold thy right hand, saying unto thee, Fear not:I will help thee." So just put into the hands of God and he will confront you in your state of being lonley
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