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JasonR
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Lord, I come to you today to ask you to please ease my emotional pain. We were never married, but I loved Andrea for 5 years, I still love her today, but what she did hurt me so bad. She forsook our relationship to be with a man who doesn't even believe in you, and now, she's even fornicating with him. She always told me she was going to wait until she had her husband before she would ever have sex again, and I respected that, but now she has thrown away all these things. She caused me excruciating pain in doing that. I beg you to please help me get over this pain. Please help me let go of this pain and anger, and grant me the strength to rebuild my life. I forgive her for hurting me, but I still bear so much pain. I don't know if you want me to continue to stay in her life despite all this pain, I don't know if I should hold on to hope that she will realize her mistake and we can try our relationship again. I feel so lost and alone, Lord. I have so many conflicted feelings about her. I believed for so long that she was my soulmate, but I'm worried now. I just want to believe that I can be happy, with or without her. Whatever your will in this matter, Lord, I want to do it. If you want her and I to be together, than please show her that. I'm willing to look past all that's happened. If you want us to go our separate ways, and be done with this relationship, than please grant me the strength to let go and move on. I ask you all to please pray for the Lord to help ease my pain and guide me down the right path. I love her, Lord. I don't want to lose her. In the name of your son, Jesus Christ, who died that we may live, amen.
