Sometimes the aches we carry are not loud, sudden things that cry out and then pass, they are the quiet, grinding companions of years, the slow fire that never quite goes out. Arthritis in the legs is that kind of trial. It makes every step a calculation, every morning a small battle, and the simplest kindness of standing up or sitting down becomes a negotiation with the body. You have watched this in your mother, and your heart has carried what her frame has borne.
And what a mercy it is to know that the Lord Jesus Christ, the Beloved Physician, does not turn away from wearisome pains that last a long age. He was never impatient with the sick who came to him. When he entered Peter’s little house, a fisherman’s hut, nothing grand, he found a woman laid low with a great fever. He didn’t sigh and say, “What, no peace even among friends?” No, he drew near the bed, and his power was present to heal. And if he stooped to a fever in a poor home in Capernaum, you may be sure he is not far from your mother’s chair, from the leg that swells, from the joints that ache. He is the same today. His heart is not hardened by the centuries, and his arm is not shortened that it cannot save, nor his ear heavy that it cannot hear.
Think of it this way: the healing power of Christ is not like a surgeon’s knife that only touches a clean, tidy wound. It is more like the leaves of that tree John saw in the heavenly city, whose leaves are for the healing of the nations. Not one leaf for one disease and another for another, but leaves, abundant, ever-fresh, always at hand, on either side of the river of life. Your mother’s pain is not hidden from that tree’s shade. Even now, though she walks with difficulty or sits long in one place, she is under the boughs of a tree whose fruit is for the life of the world and whose leaves are medicine. The great Husbandman knows which leaf to pluck and when to apply it.
And remember, dear heart, that our Lord gets his brightest glory from those cases that have gone on the longest and worn the patient down the most. When the man born blind stood before him, the disciples wondered whose sin had caused such a lifelong darkness. But Jesus brushed that aside and said, in effect, “This old, deep midnight gives me room to work.” So it may be with your mother. The very longevity of her pain, the years she has endured it, the patience she has shown, is a platform on which Christ intends to display something of his sufficiency. Either he will lift it suddenly to the astonishment of you all, or he will give her such inward strength, such a quiet flowing of his peace, that the pain will become a backdrop against which his grace shines all the more brightly. Either way, he will be magnified.
Do not let your mind grow weary with the thought, “But she is not healed yet.” Often the promise comes by a slower post, and the love letter arrives in a black-edged envelope. We mistake the wrapping for the gift. The Lord may be doing more for your mother’s soul in these aching days than he could ever do with a perfectly whole body. The sweetest cordials of his presence are reserved for the hours of deepest need. When a man or woman lies still because they must, they learn a stillness of heart they never would have found in bustling health. Christ comes and sits by the bed, or stands by the chair, and speaks of things that the busy cannot hear.
And here is the best anchor of all: whatever remains unhealed now will be swept away utterly when the King comes. The day is fixed when the people who dwell in Zion shall not say, “I am sick,” for they shall be forgiven their iniquity. Pardon and healing go arm in arm, and you have good reason to trust that the same Savior who has spoken a full absolution over your mother’s soul will one day loose every fetter from her body. The leg that aches now will walk upon the streets of gold without weariness. The frame that is stiff and unwilling will rise with the swiftness and ease of a young deer leaping upon the mountains. Then we shall know in full what we now only spy in fragments: that he is the Lord who heals us.
Hold fast to these things. Speak them softly to your mother when she is low. Let them be a warm handclasp from the Father in the dark.
Oh Lord Jesus, our Beloved Physician, you who know every nerve and bone, every hidden sorrow, we bring this dear mother to you afresh. Lay your hand, once pierced, upon the place of pain, and let her feel that you are near. If it may be for your glory, let healing flow down like a cool stream into those tired limbs. And if the wait is longer still, give her so much of your own presence that the bed or the chair becomes the gate of heaven to her soul. Strengthen the one who prays, and let them both know that nothing, no ache, no year, no weakness, can separate them from your love. Into your strong and tender care we commit them. Amen.