Psalm 139
Humble Prayer Warrior
Hello Prayer Warriors,
Nothing seems to be going right. There is now a lien on my condo, which I was hoping to avoid by finding employment quickly. I have been unemployed for over a year now. I have applied for job after job and gotten several interviews, but have not been hired. My sister has been helping me for several months now and feel I am a burden to her. She is also very critical of me and sometimes calls me mean names. I don't care about that so much I am just thankful that she is helping me. I am being treated for depression and am high risk for suicide (I talked about this in a previous prayer request here). I also have a health condition that needs to be treated. I must first get tested to rule out pre-cancer or cancer and to do that I have to get paperwork that says I am indigent. I also don't have a car and have to take the bus train or Uber to get where I need to go. The temperatures here (GA) have been freezing cold so I use Uber, which get expensive. I feel so left behind and alone. I am in a special mortgage program but cannot be in the program if there is a lien on the property. All of these problems revolve around the fact that I do not have a job and I need one asap. Today at church I had a special blessing prayed over me with blessed oil anointing by the church elders. I know that The Lord stretches us but this stretching is breaking me down, not building me up! How long is God going to allow these multiple problems and this suffering? Please pray for me, as I am praying for all of you. Thank you for reading this and God bless you.
Nothing seems to be going right. There is now a lien on my condo, which I was hoping to avoid by finding employment quickly. I have been unemployed for over a year now. I have applied for job after job and gotten several interviews, but have not been hired. My sister has been helping me for several months now and feel I am a burden to her. She is also very critical of me and sometimes calls me mean names. I don't care about that so much I am just thankful that she is helping me. I am being treated for depression and am high risk for suicide (I talked about this in a previous prayer request here). I also have a health condition that needs to be treated. I must first get tested to rule out pre-cancer or cancer and to do that I have to get paperwork that says I am indigent. I also don't have a car and have to take the bus train or Uber to get where I need to go. The temperatures here (GA) have been freezing cold so I use Uber, which get expensive. I feel so left behind and alone. I am in a special mortgage program but cannot be in the program if there is a lien on the property. All of these problems revolve around the fact that I do not have a job and I need one asap. Today at church I had a special blessing prayed over me with blessed oil anointing by the church elders. I know that The Lord stretches us but this stretching is breaking me down, not building me up! How long is God going to allow these multiple problems and this suffering? Please pray for me, as I am praying for all of you. Thank you for reading this and God bless you.
