Garrolilok
Disciple of Prayer
Dear God, I pray that you heal my ex, she has had so much to deal with both in body and soul. I broke her heart oh lord and betrayed her trust through pity for another woman, the mother of my son. I couldn't bear seeing her cry the way she did when I told her I was in another relationship and that she would be ok that I would still support her and my son when they needed me too. But I couldn't betray my heart for this woman who saw something in me that so deep and precious that nobody has ever seen before....lord god I love her so much and I admitted to her straight away because your words emanated within my soul after the sexual immorality with the mother of my child that night that I told my girlfriend straight away of what had happened because you said oh lord, 'the truth shall set you free' but now oh lord she doesn't want to talk to me and she is with her fella that has been abusing her verbally and physically. She came to me because she felt safe with me and we met at work and it was so natural I didn't even know she fancied me it just happened and she made the move first. It felt so divine oh lord. I ache for her every day and my memories and dreams get stronger and they fill me with love. I feel her pain and even in her pics with her fella I know it's a forced smile as he controls her and cons her parents into believing every word he says and she told me this herself. He won't let her out of the house on her own he tags along. Oh lord I'm so sorry for hurting her. I love her so so much. Forgive me lord for being so idolatrously silly and disrespectful but oh lord I promise I will be the man you made the perfect man before I fell to sin. I love her oh lord God of all. Please bring her back to me please.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.