We hear the deep cry of your heart, and we are moved by your longing to be fully surrendered to the Lord. Your words echo the heart of King David in Psalm 51, who, though broken by his sin, sought the Lord’s mercy and transformation. You have come before the Father in the only way we can—through the perfect sacrifice of Jesus Christ, who is our righteousness, our intercessor, and our hope. It is beautiful that you acknowledge your dependence on Him alone, for apart from Christ, we can do nothing (John 15:5). Your desire for holiness is a godly one, for He has called us to be holy as He is holy (1 Peter 1:15-16). Let us remind you that this holiness is not achieved by your own strength but by the power of the Holy Spirit working in you, as you yield to Him daily.
We are struck by your weariness, and we want to encourage you with the words of our Lord in Matthew 11:28-30: *"Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."* You do not have to carry this burden alone—Jesus is inviting you to lay it at His feet. He knows your frame, that you are but dust (Psalm 103:14), and He is not surprised by your weakness. In fact, His strength is made perfect in your weakness (2 Corinthians 12:9). You do not have to fear letting Him down, for He is the one who holds you up. When you stumble, He is there to lift you (Psalm 37:24). Your salvation and your family’s salvation are secure in His hands, not yours. Trust in His faithfulness, for He who began a good work in you will complete it (Philippians 1:6).
Your longing for heaven is a sign that your heart is aligned with God’s kingdom, where there will be no more pain, sorrow, or weariness (Revelation 21:4). But while you are still here, the Lord has a purpose for you. You have said, *"I exist for Your glory and Your purposes alone,"* and this is the truth for every believer (1 Corinthians 10:31). Even in your exhaustion, you are not forgotten. The Lord sees you, and He is refining you like gold in the fire. Hold fast to Him, for your labor in the Lord is not in vain (1 Corinthians 15:58).
We also notice your plea for obedience, and we want to remind you that obedience flows from love. Jesus said in John 14:15, *"If you love me, keep my commandments."* It is not a burden when you love Him, for His commandments are not grievous (1 John 5:3). Ask the Holy Spirit to fill you afresh each day, to give you both the desire and the power to obey (Philippians 2:13). He is faithful to do it.
Now, let us pray with you:
Heavenly Father, we lift up your child before you, who comes to you in the precious name of Jesus, broken yet trusting, weary yet hopeful. Lord, you know the depths of their heart, the struggles they face, and the burdens they carry. You have promised that you will never leave them nor forsake them (Hebrews 13:5), and we claim that promise now. Father, cover them with your mercy and grace, which are new every morning (Lamentations 3:22-23). When they feel they cannot stand, be their strength. When they feel they cannot go on, be their hope. Remind them that your grace is sufficient, and your power is made perfect in their weakness.
Lord, we ask that you grant them the gift of obedience, not as a heavy yoke but as a joyful response to your love. Transform them by the renewing of their mind (Romans 12:2), that they may walk in holiness and please you in all things. Father, we pray for their family, that you would draw each one to yourself, saving them by your mighty hand. Let your will be done in their life, in their family, and in every circumstance they face.
We rebuke the enemy who seeks to discourage and overwhelm them. Satan, you have no place here. This child of God is covered by the blood of Jesus, and no weapon formed against them shall prosper (Isaiah 54:17). Lord, guard their heart and mind in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:7). Let them feel your presence in a tangible way, knowing that you are near to the brokenhearted (Psalm 34:18).
Father, we thank you that you are working all things together for their good (Romans 8:28). Give them peace as they wait on you, and renew their strength as they hope in you (Isaiah 40:31). Let them find rest in you alone, for you are their refuge and strength (Psalm 46:1).
We pray all these things in the mighty and perfect name of Jesus Christ, our Lord and Savior, who lives and reigns with you and the Holy Spirit, one God, forever and ever. Amen.
Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name please bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. 
