Blackki
Disciple of Prayer
Six years ago I betrayed my husband..and six years later..we're still rowing about the same issue. I have tried a lot to reconnect with him..but nothing is ever good enough.
He drinks every night when he finishes work which is concerning and proves he's unhappy. I try my best but the other day we had a brawl and now we're right back to square one..he wants to divorce me. I've lost both my parents and I'm an only child..I never see the rest of my family as they don't bother with me. I have a ### year old daughter but she can't be bothered with me, because she's with her chums. I also hate my new job! I just want my husband and I to be happy again! If I lose him, I'll take my own life eventually! I've a dark future ahead of me!
PLEASE HELP!
He drinks every night when he finishes work which is concerning and proves he's unhappy. I try my best but the other day we had a brawl and now we're right back to square one..he wants to divorce me. I've lost both my parents and I'm an only child..I never see the rest of my family as they don't bother with me. I have a ### year old daughter but she can't be bothered with me, because she's with her chums. I also hate my new job! I just want my husband and I to be happy again! If I lose him, I'll take my own life eventually! I've a dark future ahead of me!
PLEASE HELP!

..it's awful isn't it! Were you unfaithful as well? This took place about ### years ago and we still argue. I feel it's about time he got over it. I'm living without love because he naturally stopped loving me when this was revealed..and all I'm really doing is belittling myself by living with him and putting up with it! He's saying I don't do anything to allure him. I've tried to reach him and reconnect but nothing was good enough so I gave up! Would you know what he means by alluring him and trying to reach him on a spiritual level? He told me back then that I need to work hard to save this marriage! What does that even mean?