Anonymous
Beloved of All
May God Please Help Me.
Hey, everyday I feel worried. I get frequent headaches, and nervous stomachs most of the time in 2016. I feel like I'm not doing good at school, especially since I've only started High School and I feel so sad.
Ever since Grade 6 ended, I have been an anti-socialite, and I can tell because at elementary school I had a lot of caring, supportive and confident friends who'd stand up for me. But ever since we went to different high schools, I've been depressed.
Since my parents wouldn't allow me to meet them, I can't see them anymore. And at High School I get as much love and support from my classmates but I get them so frequently that I feel they are faking on me.
I really can't get my friends out of my mind, everyday I start to forget them more and more until one day, they'll be nothing but strangers. I'm sad because I have friends at my high school, but they aren't that caring, loyal or truthful to me and it doesn't feel right to be friends with people who would just leave me to go do something else.
The only good thing is that we have Google Hangouts, but most of the time, I have too much homework that I can't even talk to them through their either. Not just that, but I have a friend who cared about me a lot, he was the leader of our group of friends and from being able to talk to him, I now feel so shy to talk to him on hangouts now. I'm truly worried about him because he hasn't said a word on hangouts and I can't obviously go see him in person.
So, what I pray for God is:
To please help me regain my confidence with my old friends, let me be able to talk to them without feeling shy to.
If you pray for this, I'd appreciate it. As a young adolescent, this is getting rough for me already.
Hey, everyday I feel worried. I get frequent headaches, and nervous stomachs most of the time in 2016. I feel like I'm not doing good at school, especially since I've only started High School and I feel so sad.
Ever since Grade 6 ended, I have been an anti-socialite, and I can tell because at elementary school I had a lot of caring, supportive and confident friends who'd stand up for me. But ever since we went to different high schools, I've been depressed.
Since my parents wouldn't allow me to meet them, I can't see them anymore. And at High School I get as much love and support from my classmates but I get them so frequently that I feel they are faking on me.
I really can't get my friends out of my mind, everyday I start to forget them more and more until one day, they'll be nothing but strangers. I'm sad because I have friends at my high school, but they aren't that caring, loyal or truthful to me and it doesn't feel right to be friends with people who would just leave me to go do something else.
The only good thing is that we have Google Hangouts, but most of the time, I have too much homework that I can't even talk to them through their either. Not just that, but I have a friend who cared about me a lot, he was the leader of our group of friends and from being able to talk to him, I now feel so shy to talk to him on hangouts now. I'm truly worried about him because he hasn't said a word on hangouts and I can't obviously go see him in person.
So, what I pray for God is:
To please help me regain my confidence with my old friends, let me be able to talk to them without feeling shy to.
If you pray for this, I'd appreciate it. As a young adolescent, this is getting rough for me already.
