Marriage occupies a central place in our lives, which is why it hurts a great deal when our hopes and dreams in this area aren’t realized. I’m sorry you’re experiencing the difficulties you shared. I’m praying for you and your husband, asking the Lord to work powerfully to accomplish His good purposes. Remember that God cares about you, and He is gracious, merciful, and wise beyond all comprehension. He loves you more than we, as mere human beings, can even imagine. Be sure to stay close to Him through prayer because He is able to provide guidance as you turn to Him for help. Proverbs 3:5-6 gives this wonderful assurance: “Trust in the Lord with all your heart and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him and He will make your path straight.”