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My husband and I have been married for 21 years and few years back he was using drugs and had accused me of cheating on him. He, would say things like you called me this name, few days later he was saying that I called him this name not that one. His mind is so messed up. I tried to fix it, all he wanted was for me to tell him that I did it and he would forgive me (althought I did not cheat on him) It was one mess after another, because I tried to fix it. Our Lord is the only one that can fix it. We have been seperated off and on several times. Each time we get back together, I feel like this is it we are going to make it. Then something, anything happens and he is right back to his old self. I have gotten to the point where I have put up this wall to protect my heart from his hateful and hurtful words. I love him very much, and I continue to pray that he be shown the truth. He believes the delusions the drugs have caused him. I know God loves families and I know he loves both of us the same. I know that God wants us to be a happy loving christian family. So times I feel it is too late, the I remember his promise to me. He will heal this family, he will heal this pain. I plead the power of the blood of Jesus Christ over my family (we have 3 teenage children). I plead the power of the blood of Jesus Christ over both my husband and my heart, mind. The devil can not have this family. Please pray with me.
thank you and God Bless
thank you and God Bless