Anonymous
Beloved of All
Dear Lord, I don't know how to tell you how with this marriage, Lord Jesus, my husband doesn't want to mend our marriage. The enemy is in him, saying I would never know when he is seeing someone. The spirit of dishonesty is dwelling in him. Lord, many times I have tried calling him to keep communication flowing, but he always cuts me short. I removed myself from him because he was living in the same house with me and didn't speak to me. I migrated to my eldest son because it wasn't healthy for my kid growing up in an abusive psychological home. Because he wanted to teach my son how to lack empathy and compassion. I thought migrating might have made him change his ways towards me. But it has gotten worse. I even invited him to come visit for a few days, but he refused. It is written, "don't forsake your family for work. Life should have balance." He said to me, "for 15 years all I have is for our child, I have nothing to get." But it is written, "make I came into this world naked, I will return to my maker. Everything under this sun is vanity and can easily be destroyed by a catastrophic event." I am trusting God for an apartment so I will move from this room. My landlord is charging me $### for a room and 3 others using the toilet, I find very unfair. Father God, bless me and enlarge my coast and keep evil from so that will harm me. Lord, keep your hands on me and my children's life. I am trusting you, God, to provide all my needs; you know them before I can ask. Thank you, Lord. Lord, I thank you. I don't have to be in any house where my spouse has to be barking at me and rejecting me. The spirit of rejection is not of God. Father, give me strength and health to work and provide food, clothes, and shelter for me and my child. Help me, God, so that I can help someone who is indeed in need. It is written, "when I am weak, you make me strong, because of you. I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." In Jesus' name, Amen.