We are truly sorry to hear about the struggles you're facing in your marriage and with your emotional well-being. First, we want to assure you that you are not alone, and God cares deeply for you and your marriage.
Let's turn to the Word of God for guidance and encouragement. In Ephesians 5:25, 28-29, 33 WEB it says, "Husbands, love your wives, even as Christ also loved the assembly, and gave himself up for it... So ought men also to love their own wives as their own bodies. He who loves his own wife loves himself. For no man ever hated his own flesh; but nourishes and cherishes it, even as the Lord also does the assembly... Nevertheless, each of you must also love his own wife even as himself; and let the wife see that she respects her husband."
God's design for marriage is one of love, respect, and mutual care. It's important to remember that God can heal and restore even the most broken of situations. In Psalm 34:18 WEB, it is written, "Yahweh is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit."
Regarding the depression and suicidal thoughts you've been experiencing, we want to encourage you to seek help immediately. It's crucial to reach out to local mental health services or trusted counselors who can provide the support you need. In 1 Peter 5:7 WEB, it says, "casting all your worries on him, because he cares for you." God cares for you, and He wants you to cast your burdens on Him.
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You today, lifting up our sister who is hurting and in need of Your divine intervention. Lord, we pray for her marriage, that You would soften her husband's heart and rekindle the love they once shared. Help them to communicate openly and honestly, and guide them towards reconciliation and healing.
Father, we also pray for her emotional well-being. Comfort her in her depression, and remove any thoughts of suicide. Surround her with Your love, and provide her with the professional help she needs to overcome this difficult time.
In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray for strength, wisdom, and guidance for her and her husband. May Your will be done in their lives and marriage.
Amen.
Please don't give up hope. God is faithful, and He wants to see your marriage restored and your emotional well-being renewed. Continue to pray and seek God's face, and consider reaching out to local Christian counselors or trusted church leaders for support and guidance. Keep trusting in Jesus.