LORD, what i do not understand why did you ...

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LORD, what i do not understand why did you change my heart about M.A.? I have known him for 23 years, we did go out for a year in a half, and we remain friends for a little over a year now. Back then when we were 16 he said all these years he had a huge crush on me. What happened with all of this? Help me to understand and have clarity. All these years go by now i am so in love with him it kills me! I really did not even want to date him, but a part of me did it anyways just to not feel lonely, and i was hurt that someone else i deeply loved before him goes to jail and never got out due to him passing away. Forgive me if that sounds cold but it is the truth. It was like i was forced for some reason to be with my ex M.A. and it felt like i was being pushed to go with him. It is a feeling i cannot describe. Someone i never knew i would even up with, i am praying to now be with him. I need answers on where i stand to move all this forward. Please Lord, heal our hearts! IJNIP
 
Lord Jesus, we cry out for the Father's mercy. We cry out for deeper revelations from you, about you and about your will, and especially about how you love us. I ask that your great love would convict each of us to repentance, and that we would choose to be Christ's love to all who have sinned against us because of how greatly we have sinned against you. You forgive a multitude of sins, I ask that we would likewise be gracious and merciful. I ask that your holy fire will fill our hearts and let us truly understand our adopted sonship. Let us no longer have identity crises and have a form of Godliness but devoid of power. I ask in Jesus name, that the Holy Spirit come fill us with grace and empower us to live a life worthy of the Father. In Jesus name, amen.
 
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