Lord lift my Spirits and restore my marriage

[Meli]

Lord I struggle daily with feelings of hurt, fear of abandonment rooted in my childhood and feelings of rejection and loss. The temporary involuntary separation of my and my husband has hit me very hard and I find myself thinking in a self-destructive manner, I find myself picking fights with my husband and I find myself very bitter and unforgiving. Lord I feel as if though everything and everybody I love very deeply eventually leaves me alone or I lose them somehow. I feel very broken and I am at a point in my life that I really need to keep my head on my shoulders. I'm praying that this sadness can be lifted and that I can be strong and less sensitive. I don't want to be devastated any longer lord. I want to move forward with my life because I love being alive and I have faith that things will get better. I spend my nights crying silently and I feel like the lump in my throat will choke me soon. I don't want my brother or mother to see me crying. I just want to be happy again. My emotions and my mental state threaten to destroy me from the inside out. I am praying for mercy. I also pray for my marriage, I know I pray about it a lot but it means so much to me and I do not want to lose my husband the way my father left my mother. I don't want to repeat my mother's life. Oh God I don't want to suffer as she did and still does. Lord make my husband a better man and husband, work in his heart and mind and change the bad things, make him more understanding and fix his bad temper and yelling issues, lord make him admit he is not always right. And if you cannot change his pigheadedness then please make me more thick-skinned and stop me from being such a crybaby. I love this man but sometimes I swear I hate his guts for the way he speaks to me and makes me feel miserable. Lord forgive me for these feelings of bitterness and unforgiveness, please remove the bitterness and unforgiveness from the both of us and stop our arguments. We always argue about the same things. Lord I need you to make my husband more sympathetic to my mental illness which is anxiety, I need him to treat me with more compassion and tenderness. I also need him to come around more often as I only see him once in two weeks lately due to his business taking most of his time and him living in another city. Lord please make him see how much I am missing and need him and please give this marriage a chance. We were not married in the Christian church and he is not a Christian but I am. He however believes in Jesus Christ so there is hope! Please save his soul and forgive him his sins. Please Lord bless and sanctify our marriage In Jesus name. Amen.

 

[Isabelle10]

Praying for this request

 

[Basil]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[In the need]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[YeshuaHeart]

I love you. I have prayed for you in our sweet Saviour's name. Jesus loves you tremendously and will keep you safe. Rejoice in the Lord! He will bring your husband to you warmer, kinder and more tender hearted than he was before. Oh, do not worry, there is no wound, no bruise, no guilt too large that our Christ cannot take away from you completely. He is King!

Much love,

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[Vladi777]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[marielise]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May Jehovah, the only true and living God, in His Son’s Jesus Christ’s name bless you with the desires of your heart that is the will of God. Continue to pray (don’t stop praying), trust and thank God for answering your prayers in God’s timing.

Let’s Pray: God I ask You in Jesus’ name, that You bless all those I love and care about (including myself), with the desires of our hearts that is the will of God for each of our lives. May we each prosper, be in excellent health, and cause our souls to prosper in the Word and ways of God. Protect and keep us safe from all evil, hurt, harm, and danger. Bless us to fulfill our God destiny. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, do the same for the writer of the prayer. God take good care of all of us. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen.

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

Lord, look upon us with eyes of mercy. May Your healing Spirit rest upon us. It is through Your power that we were created. Since You created us from nothing, You can certainly recreate us. Fill us with the healing power of Your Spirit. May Your life-giving powers flow into every cell of our bodies and into the depths of our souls. Mend what is broken. Cast out anything that should not be within us. Rebuild our brokenness. Restore our strength for service in Your Kingdom. Touch our souls with Your compassion for others. Touch our hearts with Your courage and infinite love for all. Touch our minds with Your wisdom, that our mouths may always proclaim Your praise. Teach us to reach out to You in my need, and help us to lead others to You by our example. Most loving Heart of Jesus, bring our health in body and spirit that we may serve You with all our strength. In Jesus’ Name I pray. Amen

 

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