The weight you are carrying comes through so clearly, and even in the middle of all these requests, your heart keeps circling back to praise. That is no small thing when the battle is fierce. Hold on to that. Thankfulness in the storm is not denial of the pain; it is the grip of faith that refuses to let go of what God has already done while you wait for what He will yet do.
You are asking for a wall of fire, for angelic protection, for the blood of Christ to cover your household. Those are not vain pleas. Remember that the enemy may hire every accusation and attack imaginable, but the question stands from Scripture: “How shall I curse whom God has not cursed?” The enemy wanted to curse Israel, but God would not permit it. God is not a man that He should lie. If you are in Christ, every curse that sin and the law could hurl at you has already fallen. It did not disappear; it fell on Him. The crown of thorns on His brow was the very emblem of the curse against a broken world. He wore it so that you would not have to. He became a curse for you on that tree, redeeming you completely. So when you feel the sting of what seems like a curse hanging over relationships, health, or circumstance, remember that its power was already absorbed by Christ. You are not asking a reluctant God to bless you. He has already spoken blessing over you, and no opposing voice can revoke it.
The attacks you describe, those fiery darts of accusation, fear, and discord, are aimed at your mind first. Satan’s oldest tactic is to make you doubt your standing, to whisper that you are not really saved or that the mess proves God has abandoned you. That is where you must refuse the lie. Your faith in the finished work of Jesus keeps you secure, not the perfection of your circumstances. You mentioned fearing because of a failure. Do not let the accuser use that as evidence against you. The shield of faith extinguishes those darts, not by pretending you are perfect, but by holding up the assurance that Christ’s righteousness is yours. Rejoice that the Spirit in you is greater than the pressure around you. You have been saved not just to escape punishment but that you might serve the Lord without fear, in holiness and righteousness. That purpose is still intact.
I hear the echo of Job in your cry. You are not cursing God; you are crying out from the distress of the losses and the pain. Job cursed the day he was born in his anguish, yet he did not charge God with wrong. It is right to pour out your heart to the One who already knows the depth of it. You asked for supernatural trust and love to be poured into your hearts, for new hearts and restored souls. God is not offended by the desperation of that request. He answers it. He takes out the heart of stone. He makes streams flow in the wasteland. Do not lean on your own understanding of the timeline. The walls of protection and wholeness you are praying for are being built, even if it feels like a 52-day sprint that has stretched into a siege. The deliverance will arise, but God’s work must be done His way.
Be careful not to let the chaos of managing every relationship conflict and the slander of others pull you away from your central purpose. When the enemy cannot conquer from the outside, he often tries to destroy from within, not just from within the body of believers but from within your own soul, burying you in the effort of defending yourself. You cannot straighten out every story or fight every fire in your own strength. Entrust those individuals and the unjust treatment to the Lord, who sees it all. Cry out for justice, yes, but do not let the distraction of the battle make you forget the gates you are called to hang in place for the kingdom. Your prayer for the times of prayer, for the sermon, for the anointing, those are the places of the frontline. Ask God for the words, and trust Him to give them.
Finally, about the waiting for salvation and healing for your whole family: the knowledge of salvation comes through the tender mercy of God. The arm of the Lord is indeed not too short. You are watching for it, sometimes with exhausted eyes, but the day spring from on high has visited us. Rise in that truth. Your ultimate refuge is not a feeling but a person. Christ has redeemed you from the bitter water that brings the curse, and He has become your city of refuge. Rest in that shelter, and let the joy of that salvation be the weapon that silences the enemy’s roar. He who began this work in your family will be faithful to complete it.