jannajanna
Prayer Warrior
Lord, I'm in so much pain. My stomach hurts with missing and betrayal and lies and mistrust and worthlessness and unloveableness. I really need you to hold me up. I am lonely for my husband. Lonely for the life I used to have. I worked so hard Lord. I know I'm not perfect. But no matter how hard I worked or did what I thought was best my life didn't work out like it was supposed to. I worked so hard to build a family and a life and a home and it was destroyed. Partially by my own action and partially by those of others. I am scared Lord. I don't know what the rest of my life will look like. The love you sent me is gone. My plans and dreams have been stomped to death and then stomped again. My heart is crushed beyond measure. Please help me Lord. When will my morning come? Why are others worthy of miracles and I'm not?
