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Beloved of All
LORD, Please forgive me my sins that I may receive Your answer. LORD, I have prayed to you countless times. Only You know how many times exactly. I believe You have answered only 1 of my prayers - that was prayer to lead me to other Christians. Everything other I asked that happened could have happened by chance. Bible teached me that I must believe. So I made myself believe that You will answer my prayers because You love and care about me more than anyone, but in my heart I knew that it won't happen. I've read articles about praying and I have tried to please You as I can, I have asked You if I have any unconfessed sin or if I do anything wrong when I pray. You answered with complete silence, just my own random thoughts were coming into my mind, not any unconfessed sin or any other thing that I do wrong. LORD, as much as I hate to say it but I have to confess that I never had assuredness after praying that this prayer is now heard. Bible tells that for You nothing is impossible, but I think I have found something that IS impossible for You - that is talking to me in way that I would know for sure it is You, and sadly making me truly feel Your Love and care seems to be next candidate to this list. I confess this in name of Jesus. May he forgive me if this prayer isn't pleasing for LORD, and may He prove me I was wrong. Amen.
