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Scott G
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Lord please be with me i feel like i going to go crazy i had the chance to smoke two times last night and dident i also had the chance to get drunk but i dident because i was going to go to church this morning but i thought that she would wake me up considering the fact that she has my alarm clock but no she dident and then gets mad at me for not going and im about tired of trying for people who dont apreciate it and im shure she probley feels the same way when it comes to me but i do apreciate every thing she dose and has done for me but i think its about time for me to just say screw it and turn into a ahole and not care about what people think of me and just worry about what i think of myself because being a nice guy hasent got me anywhere and a nother thing that bothers me i tell her i love her all the time and for over a week now she hasent said it back so i stoped saying it to and stoped caryen about it i think its get close to the time for me to move on and say screw everything including my ged job and my life as i know it today and go back to sell weed in ceadertown at least there i never have to worry about things like this so lord i guess what im trying to say is please change my thoughts before i end up doing something really stupid that i will regreat for the rest of my life i love u lord i give u my heart,body,mind and soul for the taking and reaparing and this i ask in ur Holy name amen.