Sweetangel
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Lord, I hope it's not too much to ask or wrong of me to ask that He gives me an apology. He always does, and I'm just having a hard time understanding why he acted like that. It is giving me much fear that the old ### is back. He responded in a way he used to when being edgy and drunk. Please help me make the right decision to either address it when I pick him up or make him be a man, which he always is when it comes to apologizing, and explain what this behavior was all about. It's really hurt my heart, and I know he didn't mean it intentionally. I understand he still has things in his life to deal with that are going to take a slow process, but I have been so patient, and I love him so much and would trade places with him in a heartbeat just so he didn't have to endure any kind of pain at all. PLEASE LORD, TELL ME THIS IS THE WAY TO YOUR PLAN OF BRINGING US TOGETHER AS ONE. Please Lord calm my heart and anxieties. I will never give up, but I need more guidance and more help. I need you to bring him into my space now immediately; otherwise, I won't be able to handle things in a rational way anymore. In Jesus' Name, I pray. Please anyone say a special prayer for me or post one. Amen.
