bronson38
Beloved of All
Lord i dont know why ive been suffering this long where i live but i think its time to really open up some new doors here. I have been living in hell in this house. It reminds me of the devils playground i dont know how else to explain it but i have never in my life heard of so much complaining, yelling,screaming, arguing, drama,negative influences, negative thinking, mental and emotional abuse, no dicipline , no manners, manipulation, uncaring you name it its in this house. I will die of stress if i do not get out of here. My heart literally pounds when i wake up and i already can predict the next day and so forth in what to expect. Theres no change here in anything. Lord i just do not know what peace is or freedom anymore or if i was to have that i wouldnt know how to act. This house is far from normal i have no words to even explain it. It is a total nightmare! Like its unreal or something. I tell certain people and they look at me and say wow what? Like are you making this up? Please lord remove me from here for good! Help me not to look back. Heal me and protect me from harm. I ask you to send your holy spirit and guide me to the way out!! I feel so weak, tired,drained mentally and physically. I feel so confused and my spirit is dying out! Help me please!! I am literally crying and begging you to please set me free and to never return to this life i have lived in this house. I swear its cursed or something. Please help me lord you are my only help out of this messy situation.ijnip amen.