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Humble Prayer Warrior
Lord I am a very troubled youth, I've tried praying but I've been extremely put down my entire life. My heart is in excruciating pain, pain of being told that I am ###, no good piece of garbage. Now I feel that way, Lord it is very painful. Raised that way I became a very misbehaved person. Now I am treated worst, treated as a person condemned to go to hell by church staff, elders and the entire world. I tried to have faith that Jesus died for me and I never agreed the way the man raised me. I was used and still used today. The only reasons I'm still here is because God said do not destroy yourself regardless, and also I love the kids very much so. But Lord I tried to give my life to you and my heart extremely hurts. Lord am I not good enough for you or is just that I've been condemned to much that my faith weak and not reaching you? Or can it be something else interfering. The bottom line is I need help Lord Jesus. Maybe my last sentence is weak in faith but I need help, I'm losing.
